~ GO AWAY.... FRIDAY ~

WELL TODAY STARTED OFF PRETTY GOOD THEN TOOK A TURN WHEN SCOTT GAVE ME SOME BAD NEWS...BASICALLY WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS KARMA COMING BACK AND BITING ME IN THE ASS. JUST THE WAY THE UNIVERSE WORKS I GUESS.

I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO DETAILED ABOUT IT..BUT NOTHING IS WRONG WITH SCOTT AND I.. HE IS AS LOVING AS ALWAYS..BUT ITS JUST NOT THE WAY I WANTED THE DAY TO TURN OUT. I AM SO NOT LIKING LIVING HERE. ALMOST EVERY DAY I AM WAITING FOR HIM TO TELL ME THAT WE ARE MOVING. GOD KNOWS..THAT'S WHAT I WANT. WE HAVE MOVED A LOT AND I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THIS IS NOT THE PLACE WHERE WE HAVE TO END UP HAVING TO STAY.

TO TOP THINGS OFF, I HAVE A HOUSE GUEST STAYING HERE TILL AT LEAST TUESDAY. SO I AM TRYING TO BE CHEERY YET I AM SO FAR FROM FEELING HAPPY, ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT THINGS AND MOVE ON..THAT IS SO MUCH EASIER SAID THAN ACTUALLY DOING IT. OY..WHAT A DAY. I SO NEED A LONG VACATION..~ AWAY FROM HERE ~. PLUS I AM MISSING THE KIDS..NO FUN..ITS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I HAVE HAD THEM WITH ME...=(  WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS IS HOW THINGS WOULD HAVE ENDED UP..BUT AGAIN..JUST HAVE TO GO WITH IT FOR NOW AND HOPE FOR CHANGE IN THE FUTURE. I DON'T KNOW..JUST NOT A GOOD DAY..

AND..I MUST SAY..MY BAD DAY IS NOTHING COMPARED TO JAPAN...AND WHAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH. I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE BAD BUT NOT THAT BAD. ITS HORRIBLE. ALL WE CAN DO IS LIFT THEM UP IN OUR PRAYERS. SOOOO SORRY FOR THEM AND WHAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH.

BUT..

WE ARE CELEBRATING MICHEAL'S BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE TO PICK UP THE HOUSE, TOSS LAUNDRY AROUND, COOK DINNER AND CLEAN UP THE KITCHEN..

MICHALES CAKE TURNED OUT GREAT! I GOT SOME PICTURES BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO POST THEM UNTIL HE COMES HOME AND SEES IT TONIGHT. BUT I WILL BE SURE TO GET SOME PICTURES UP LATER TONIGHT SOMETIME!

I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST TO CHEER UP..I MIGHT JUST HAVE TO HAVE A EARLY AFTERNOON COCKTAIL TO MAYBE HELP..OR MAYBE A NAP. I THINK CRAWLING IN BED WOULD SO BE NICE.. AND MAYBE SLEEP WOULD GIVE ME A LITTLE " MINI VACATION ".

TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER..

HOPE YOU HAVE A BETTER DAY THAN I AM..

XOXO

K JAGGERS

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