Right now I am waiting on laundry to dry along with waiting on the kitchen floor to dry so I have a few minutes to chat.. I wonder how you guys are doing tonight.. Where you are from.. What your lives are like... My night was anything but perfect. I tried thinking of what picture I wanted to put up on here.. Maybe a pretty flower.. maybe a kitten.. but the more I thought about it.. nothing came to mind. If I could find a picture of someone weak, tired, misunderstood, sad, happy, worried, loving, loved, confused and neglected that would be the right picture to post. Needless to say.. Tomorrow is going to be better. I know don't really know how that is going to happen but it will be.
I didn't do much today.. I have been doing more tonight but today I seemed to clean a little bit, play with the kids, watch a little tv, clean some more, put out fires, and just survive. Keep my head above water. Brittany was a handful today and Jackson was the easier one. I think in the long run it will be her giving me most of the problems. Shes MY daughter.. How could I expect anything less! =) Scott came home late to a war zone around here. Feel kinda bad about that but he went out and got me some wine and brought it home and told me to have a drink.. That's what I did.. That's what I am doing now.. and waiting on the floor to dry!
I just need to take a deep breath.. put the negative things behind me as soon as I close my eyes and wake up to a new fresh better day. I am pretty sure Scott is starting to think I am crazy! Just kidding!! He knows its a complicated time for many reasons and we are just going to get through it and within 35 days we will be on that cruise getting forgetting about the world soaking up the sun and time with our loved ones.
I didn't cook tonight.. The kids had left over sloppy joes ( their choice ), Scott had a sandwich when he got in, and I opened a can of ravioli. I know without a doubt husby was none too pleased. It was after 9 before he wanted to eat.. and I was happy the kids didn't mind left overs.. That rarely happens around here. I'll cook tomorrow. No one starved tonight so its ok.
Well.. its late.. I need to sleep.. Please keep your fingers crossed that tomorrow is better.
xoox
K Jaggers
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