Starting to feel.... Sleepy!!

Yawn..

Well its been one of those days around here. I didn't sleep good last night.. the kids were all pumped up..the house looked a wreck..the verdict came in with Casey Anthony that stunned us all.. the neighbor came over to show me their injured dog from Cooper getting ahold of it.. one of my chains to my favorite necklaces broke..and now at 230 am my daughter is still awake and sick.. Just a day in the life!

I was just bragging on facebook about having some time to myself then Brittany comes out of the bed.. tells me her head and stomach are hurting. I give her 1 aspirin and sent her back to bed with a cool wet wash rag for her head. A few minutes later out she came telling me she got sick in the bed.. So my time ended.. it was time to take care of her and getting the bedding changed. So guess tomorrow I have a lot of bedding to wash..Speaking of facebook.. you will notice a new badge to my personal facebook page on the → side. I still cant get it to show my status updates. If anyone knows why.. please let me know! That's the only reason I added it!!

Scott did stay at work all day today. It was his off day but being he had the long weekend he went in. Couldn't keep that man away from there for long no matter what I tried! He is just dedicated to working hard.. selling a lot of cars and taking care of us.. I have to be understanding of that. I know I was just telling you guys last week about how difficult things were around here but the last few days.. its been a lot better. I love him and the kids more than anything. I have to remember to not give up when I get upset. I feel that this relationship we have is worth fighting for.. most days! Sometimes I just want to ring his neck but hes been trying to not be so stressed out and grumpy and its been showing. I truly appreciate it. I am use to running when things get hard or upsetting and that wont keep a marriage together. So I have to try too.. But just wanted to let you guys know that we are doing good and so are the kids. Its really an adjustment when we live alone so much out of the year and then when the kids get here.. we have to adjust to a different life. All of us. Its complicated for the kids too.. They have rules at their dads that are different from ours and it takes a little while to get all that figured out. Every moment is worth it though! Those kids are as loving as any kids could be. They kiss me all the time.. And nothing makes me happy than to hear them giggle!

I don't know what we are doing tomorrow.. maybe a picnic at the creek or in the yard or maybe go to the park.. Not sure. But since I have been so into watching the Casey Anthony trial.. I want to make some special time with them. I think we need a little more one on one time with each other. The problem is going to be that with Brittany and me being up so late we both are going to need to sleep in. Hopefully Mr. Jackson wont mind! He is really good in the mornings. He eats his breakfast.. gets dressed ( most of the time ) and waits on us. It took years to get him that way! He use to wake everyone in the house up when he woke and that was no fun being he is a early riser!

I still didn't get all the emails answered or the questions and answers posted on here today. Honestly.. that damn trial and verdict had much of my attention today. I still in utter shock that bitch is going to walk free. It makes me sick. I feel like we were all let down again with our Justice system. They had the right to find her not guilty but no one believed this would happen. The majority of the people watching this trial believed there was enough evidence to convict her.. Too bad those 12 assholes didn't feel the same. But nothing I can do about it.. I did have a very sinking sad feeling all day because of it. Life has a funny way of working out. Anyway.. I will try to get some of the emails answered soon.. Sorry for the delay.

Well..its 3 am and I need sleep!

Talk to you guys tomorrow..

K Jaggers

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