Sigh..

You can pretty much see how my head was today from that above..

It wasn't a bad day in particular.. but it wasn't too good either. Once Scott got home 2 hours late... it just didn't get much better. He came home in a bad mood and I just was not happy with how he was acting. Not that I don't love him with all my heart but I was very happy when he went to bed. He was just not in a nice mood.

Some of the issues was over this trip to Florida.. I just think its not the right time to go.. but if we change it or I stay home Scott will flip out.. So I am going of course..I don't mind the trip if we had more time.. and if we weren't leaving to go to Texas in 2 weeks. Plus I have to pack the kittens to both places and I don't think that's really good.. But I have no choice..They are going to be with me the entire time..Plus hubby snores and freezes me out..Sharing a hotel room is not always so easy for us. But I understand he wants to see his dad and I love Florida.. So I am just going to try go and have a good time. I don't know how easy that is going to be with his step mom but I am going to put on a smile.. try to keep my mouth shut and not really engage conversation with her. Hopefully she will be kind and it will all be ok. I feel totally different re his daddy. He stole my ♥ a long time ago. Maybe I will get lucky...we will find a house and poof.. we move to the sunshine state. Doubt that will happen anytime soon but you never know!

We have a house sitter coming to care for the dog and cat. She will be staying here so that's something that I am relieved about. Friday is going to be a busy day.. Nails and Hair.. Probably dinner out.. and then packing.. I donut think we are leaving till sometime on Saturday. Stay Sat and Sun and a lot of Monday and start driving home Monday afternoon is the plan so far. Hes anywhere and everywhere for my kids.. So I will do this with him.. But I think its going to be exhausting!!!

So tomorrow I need to try to work on laundry.. Figure out what I want to pack.. and start getting prepared for the trip in any way I can so it will all be easier.. I normally start putting things I want to pack on the kitchen table and get it all organized before it goes in the bags or suitcases. He wants to take a new Nissian Maxima but I am thinking a new Jeep would be better.. Going to do my best to get him to pick out something a little bigger..I have to say.. him being in the car business for over 21 years now.. and its so nice he can pick anything off the lot that he wants.. New Nissian's and Jeeps are pretty nice to pick from!

Of course I will most likely have to sneak in the cats.. I know its not right.. Please no comments about it.. I have had to do it several times.. My cats are harmless. They use their boxes and they don't do anything to the room in anyway.. So I just do it. I haven't ever been caught and made to leave..Thank goodness..I did have some close calls with Giovanni looking out the windows at times...Not good!! =)) But sometimes we find pet friendly hotels.. But they are never as nice.. So most likely they will go on the luggage cart in their carrier under a blanket and get rolled right into the room! I think Friday I am going to go shopping for a new soft carrier. It might be made for a dog but I think a soft one would be better for her and the kittens.. I will probably take her basket too.. if we have the room. Gabby does not travel as well as Giovanni so we got to be prepared for that.

I got up early this morning to watch the Case Anthony trial again..Hell...this trial might get me back on some kind of schedule! Today they interviewed a lot of her friends..They all said she was a great mother and that she never acted any different once her daughter was gone and missing. No personality changes at all. I don't know..there is so much craziest.. I personally think they need to hook the entire family up to a lie detector and then we might know the truth..They think that in about 4 days her mother is going to testify ....That will be crazy..Everyone is wondering what will come out of her mouth.. Will she say her daughter was abused? Will she stand by her husband? Her daughter is literally fighting to save her life. I'm sorry.. I would lie or say anything to keep my child from dying..You can bet on that. I know it would be very wrong.. but I would do it anyway.. and I know many parents feel the same..

The damn couch ate one of my gold bracelets.. I cant find it.. I have tore the couch apart.. I lost it when my dad was here and haven't found it yet. I had it off..playing around with it.. it fell out of my hands and gone it is.. I have searched high and low for that bracelet. Its driving me crazy. I will look again tomorrow..need to say a prayer about it tonight.. maybe that will help..

Speaking of prayers.. my uncle is going to the Dr. tomorrow for a Ct Scan..Keep him in your prayers..Its a scary situation. I don't think he will have the results until he goes back to the Dr on Friday.. Will be sure to keep you posted..

As I type this.. I believe that my grandmother is at my uncles house tonight in her basement because they are having some really bad storms. Tornado warnings and its another thing that's on my mind right now.. I hope everyone up home is safe. I just checked online about the weather up there and it looks like to me that the worst is about over at this point but you are suppose to have heavy rain all the way up till 10 pm tomorrow night. So stay in if you can..

Well.. I was wrong about American Idol...

Scotty won!!!

That's ok too.. He's really good.. He sung so beautiful tonight with Tim Mcgraw. I love it.. I love Lauren too!!
It was a great show.. J Low looked amazing with Marc on the show.. All the performers were amazing..

I made it through the last Oprah..My make up was totally a mess afterwards.. I cried pretty bad over it. I know it sounds crazy.. I think it sounds crazy but its the truth..I hate that she is going away..I am going to be watching so much OWN hoping for just another few minutes with her...

I'm tired..Scott exhausted me tonight.. So I am going to bed...waking up to a new day... hopefully a better day..

xoxo

K Jaggers
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