SWEET DREAMS..

I LOVE WATCHING THE SNOW FALL. SO FAR I HAVE ONLY SEEN IT ONCE HERE. ACTUALLY KINDA MISSING IT A LITTLE..RIGHT NOW ITS 230 IN THE MORNING AND I SHOULD BE TRYING TO GET SOME SLEEP BUT.... I REALLY THOUGHT THE HELL WITH IT..I HAVE BEEN UP CLEANING, ORGANIZING, DOING LAUNDRY AND REARRANGING A BEDROOM..I THINK THAT SHOULD ENTITLE ME TO SLEEP IN A BIT. ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE ELSE AROUND HERE IS CLEANING..ONLY ME..REALLY I DONT NEED A REASON OR EXCUSE TO SLEEP IN.. I DO IT ALMOST EVERY DAY. BUT TOMORROW I AM GOING TO HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT IT....FOR SURE!!

SCOTT SAYS I HAVE BEEN GRUMPY- FEISTY ALL DAY.. I GUESS THATS TRUE.. A FEW THINGS GOT TO ME BUT I TRIED HANDLING THEM THE BEST I COULD. IT REALLY SUCKS TO WEAR EVERY EMOTION ON MY SLEEVE. I REALLY DO TRY TO HIDE IT BUT IT SHOWS REALLY REALLY BAD..

SCOTT CAME HOME AND MICHAEL AND COURTNEY WENT OUT FOR A BITE AND TO DO A LITTLE SHOPPING. THE ALONE TIME WITH SCOTT WAS NICE. I WISH WE WOULD HAVE USED IT A BIT BETTER THAN WATCHING TV AND ALSO HIM PLAYING VIDEO GAMES BUT ITS REALLY NOT A BIG DEAL AT ALL. I MANAGED TO COOK SOMETHING..WHICH WAS A SURPRISE BECAUSE I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO COOK. BUT I DID..

YOU KNOW, I SHOULDNT SAY THIS..BUT ITS NOT SO EASY HAVING A HOUSE FULL OF PEOPLE. I AM SLOWLY ADJUSTING. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE ITS HARD ON EVERYONE. I KNOW MICHAEL IS NOT USE TO LIVING WITH US, LET ALONE NOW COURTNEY AND SCOTT IS KINDA ROLLING WITH WHATEVER IS GOING ON. I AM REALLY TRYING..I THINK THIS HOUSE IS SMALL FOR 4 PEOPLE. THE GUYS DONT..AT FIRST THE 3 OF US SEEMED LIKE A LOT IN THE HOUSE..I GOT USE TO THAT..AND NOW THERE IS 4 OF US.. SO I GUESS I BETTER GET USE TO THAT TOO! ITS KINDA DIFFERENT HERE NOW.. MICHAEL IS NOT NEAR AS OUT GOING AS HE WAS, AND NOW HE SPENDS A LOT OF TIME IN HIS ROOM.. I AM SURE THEY NEED PRIVACY TOO. BUT I KINDA MISS HIM..BUT I AM THINKING HE IS GOING TO MOVE OUT AFTER THE FIRST OF THE YEAR..MAYBE SOONER..WHO KNOWS..HE HAS REALLY BEEN A JOY TO HAVE AROUND..HES GOT A REALLY GOOD TEMPERAMENT AND PRETTY GOOD MANNERS. HE REALLY HAS BEEN NO TROUBLE AT ALL..BESIDES ONE OF HIS CORNEY OPINIONS FROM TIME TO TIME! =))

TOMORROW WE HAVE A CHRISTMAS PARTY TO GO TO..ITS NOT TILL AROUND 7 SO I AM GOING TO WORK AROUND HERE, DO MY THING AND THEN CLEAN UP AROUND 5 TO GO..I AM NOT SO EXCITED ABOUT IT. SCOTT THINKS IT WOULD BE GREAT FOR ME TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT HE SHOULD KNOW BY NOW I DONT CARE FOR THAT A LOT. BUT I AM GOING TO THINK POSITIVE AND TRY TO ENJOY MYSELF. WHO KNOWS HOW IT WILL BE. I WILL DO MY BEST TO TAKE SOME PICTURES TO POST ON HERE FOR YOU GUYS. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW MANY I CAN SNAP OFF! LOL..

TOMORROW I SHOULD BE STARTING TO SKYPE MUCH MUCH MORE WITH THE KIDS. MY EX HUSBAND DOESNT ALWAYS ALLOW THEM TO USE HIS LAPTOP BUT BRITTANY HAS HER OWN LAPTOP NOW AND SHE CAN SKYPE ANYTIME SHE WANTS! I CANT WAIT.. I HAVE BEEN MISSING THE KIDS A LOT. I MISS THEM ALL THE TIME BUT OVER THE HOLIDAYS ITS WORSE. I THINK THAT MIGHT BE SOME OF THE REASON I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE MOODY LATELY. BUT AS MANY OF YOU ALREADY KNOW, I AM ALWAYS EMOTIONAL AND I AM IN FACT A MOODY PERSON. BLESS SCOTT FOR BEING ABLE TO TOLERATE ME! GOT TO LOVE THAT MAN.

WELL I AM READY TO GET SOME SLEEP..

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT SATURDAY!

K JAGGERS

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