Friday Letters

Dear God, Thank you for another week on this planet. Thank you for helping me do better. Thank you for protecting my kids. I sure hope you hear my prayers. Dear Fall, You showed up on the official day and haven't left. I am seeing leaves fall, feeling the cold temperatures. and I actually love it! Dear Romeo, I am sorry you are still stuck with him. I hope to rescue you back soon. I miss you. Dear Jackson, I can't believe how fast you are growing up. Please do good in school....you need an education! I love you. Dear Work Friends, you all make me smile and laugh so much! I love you guys! Dear Indiana, I am actually alarmed by the amount of Trump signs I keep seeing. Very disappointing. Glad we are not a battleground State.  Dear Shanna, sorry we haven't talked as much. I miss you. Just been busy! Dear Brittany, you are the cutest ever. I love you. Hope you have fun tonight! Dear Camper, I appreciate you. I truly do. You sit in the most beautiful place with a beautiful view. The only thing I truly miss is a big bath tub. Makes me want to go to a hotel just to take a long bath! Dear Jordan, I love you.  Dear Mom, glad I got to see you. I wish it was under different circumstances but it was nice having you here. Dear Purse, I really need to clean you out and get you organized. A messy purse is a messy head. Dear Satellite Internet, You suck....but I guess it's better than nothing. Dear Russell, I love your hair, body, smile and personality. It's so nice having you back in my life. Dear Little Turtle, I really wanted to keep you. I hope you have a long happy life. It's a big world. Dear Laura, I hope to see you tomorrow! Glad you are sounding a little more happy! You are a wonderful person and I am so happy you are in my life. Dear Emily, I am in shock you are married again but I am happy for you! Dear PO Box, thank you for truly making my life easier. I like not having my mail come to the house. I'll come check you soon. Dear Grandma, It was so hard saying goodbye to you. I will forever love and miss you. Come see me in my dreams. Dear Mornings, you are not so easy for me. But having a comfy soft bed with no one snoring has changed everything. I have been waking up happy, rested and ready for a new day! Dear Cooper, I truly miss you. I didn't know our lives would turn out the way they did. I really hope you are ok and happy. Dear Fitbit, I love you. I think you are one of the greatest inventions ever! Dear Donald Trump, I wish you would just go away. Actually I wish I could put a parachute on you and my ex husband and push you both out of a plane far far away from here. Dear Daily Mail, you are still one of my biggest online addictions. Why I think you are the news, I don't know. I spend way to much time with you! Dear Body, I think you are enjoying the mini workouts you are getting now. However, I do feel older and you just don't feel like you use to. You hurt more. Guess that's just life.   Dear Laci, it was nice seeing you. Glad you are doing good. Dear Youtube, I wish I had more time to dedicate to you. It's not easy being in such a small place, with no actually doors except on the bathroom plus less time. But I promise I am trying to get back at it....on my own schedule... in my own time. Dear Harvest Home Coming, I am so excited about you! I can't wait to go walk around, go through the booths and eat yummy foods. Dear Art, thank you for everything you have done and continue to do for our kids. You are a good dad. Sorry I haven't always seen that but I know you love them. I'm proud of you. Dear Winter & Snow, I am seriously scared of you. Dear Dad, I miss you. I bet in less than 40 years we will see eachother again. I felt safe with you. I think about you everyday. I wish you were here right now....this second. Maybe you are. I really don't know but would love for you to come see me again in my dreams. Watch out for grandma Mary please. Dear Bakery, thank you for all your sound advice and mean comments. When you guys get it wrong you really get it wrong don't you? None of you make my decisions and never will. Dear Self, repeat to yourself over and over that everything is going to be ok. There is nothing to be scared of. Then remember that God is leading the way. Have confidence in yourself and your situation. Dear Gabby, I am glad you seem like your old self now. I think you like being the only kitty cat around! All the attention goes to you! I love you sweet kitty. Dear Kimmy, thank you for everything. I love you and I am so thankful for you. Family means everything. I am so happy to have you and your brother and sister in my life. Dear Blog/Youtube Friends, Thank you guys for being so kind and supportive. I am so amazed by all the kindness from you guys. Thanks for stopping by tonight. Have a wonderful weekend. I'll see ya soon! xx