Melt Down..

I am not sure what the hell keeps happening. More and more just keeps coming at me/us that makes life so hard. I don't know how many of you saw my epic facebook rant last night with the picture of the broken phone. Well, in case you didn't. I got upset last night and smashed my husbands phone. End of story. Nothing glamorous.. just a wife who got fed up. Everyone has been so loving and supportive and there have been a ton of suggestions and advice which I truly appreciate. Right in this moment, I am not running to the court house to file for divorce. I love my husband otherwise I would not have got so upset. I didn't catch him - cheating - but I did catch him not telling me the truth. Again.. I should really change this blog to the The Pinocchio Family. I think I might just do it. Last night things didn't calm down and get quiet until after 5am. Scott is here today...with me and we are trying to work out more of our shitty issues. Life just keeps getting harder and harder. I don't think it should be this hard. Now we are at a fresh day. I am still very upset but trying to just breath and not loose my temper. My patience is running thin to say the least. If you were apart of my facebook melt down last night.. thank you so much for all the kind words. I probably shouldn't have been ranting on there.. and I have since took it down and trying to handle these issues a little more privately. This is not an easy time for us around here and I might slow down the blog even more. Idk. I do have some pre recorded videos and such that I might put up.. but right now I need a break. 

K Jaggers

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