Its 3 am and I should be sleeping but I have been working online for a while tonight. The computer issue was devastating today. First off, when did I become so dependant on a computer? I guess the answer to that is.. when I started blogging. =) I can do a lot from my snazzy new phone but its nothing like the laptop.
Well tonight.. at last I am at peace with this evil person who has bothered me for years. My mom suggested I don't say anything but this time I have to. You guys who have been readers of this blog for years knows of the situation but for those of you who don't.. a person has actively caused pain in my life just out of pure out meanness. Today was a big moment in figuring out who it is. Thank goodness for all the trackers on this blog and to the team of people who have helped me with this. We know who it is.. she is a family member.. and of course she is trying to lie her way out of it. It won't work.. we have the proof and there is no lie that will work. Well of course it will work on her new husband maybe but it won't work with me or the police. Also to any person that I accused of doing this.. I am sorry. My head has been in a million places over this situation and I sometimes jumped too fast to assume who it was. This time.. there are no more assumptions. I admit when I am wrong.. and I really hope you understand. So I think they will temporary continue with what they have been doing to try to turn the tables once again and make me think different.. but the IP address don't lie.. and neither do the team that has been working on this. Believe me.. its took a village to figure this out. You might see in the feedjit widget that they are looking up all the stalking post.. that is in fact them..I guess they are scared.. and wanting to see how I figured out it was them. Well its took work and a lot of patience.. also a lot of mistakes.. but its over on my part. Now its up to others to handle it for me. Thanks to my mom and husband for all their support. I don't know how I would have gotten through this without them. To be very honest with you.. I am not shocked at who it is. I would name her on here for everyone to see but right now its best that I act calm and be rational. You guys know, that's not always easy for me. I go off emotion a lot but this time.. my emotions are in check and I am going to be an adult and just let the people who handle this kind of thing take over. Anyway, she is a coward.. and now I know why she couldn't use her name. She's family... well, not my family anymore but she is a blood relative. What gets me.. is how 2 people with the same blood running through our veins can be so indifferent and insensitive. This started years ago with my ex husband and I guess she just had a lot more in mind.
So tonight.. I am laying my head down on my pillow knowing that I am not a hated person. I really do try to do best at being kind. I am not always nice but I try. I don't go around trying to hurt others on purpose. I have a huge heart.. And I even temporally forgave this person for what she did in the past only to find out she is just who I thought she was. Why I didn't listen to my inner instinct, I don't know. But God gives us little clues and when we don't get them.. he gives us huge clues.. and even when its right in our face sometimes we still refuse to see. My eyes are open now.. and I know that nothing anyone can do or say can really take away my happy life unless I let them.
Well tomorrow is already here. I have errands to run and things to do so I have got to get some sleep. Thank goodness the computer is up and running. Tomorrow I will be busy but I am sure I will be blogging as normal!
Thank you guys for all your kind words and support. Thank you.. Thank You
Sweet Dreams
K Jaggers
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