I am a sleepy lady today. I don't know what is going on but I am tired tonight.. which is a good thing! In just a few minutes I am going to snuggle up in bed and watch a movie until I doze off. Its been a pretty relaxing night. I made dinner and sat around laughing with Scott. He is such a mess but a funny one! He got home later than expected so we didn't have a lot of time together so thank goodness the weekend is here!
I think our friends are coming over tomorrow for dinner.. they have a lot going on so not totally sure but I hope they come! I don't really have any plans for tomorrow. Staying in my pjs as long as I can is a big big part of the plan! I think our New Years dinner is going to be pork chops. I know, not too glamorous but it sure will be good! But its easy and won't take too much work on my part to get dinner on the table.
Ohh.. I ended up cutting my finger really bad tonight. It happened when Scott was on his way home and I was taking a blade out of this gadget and I ended up slicing the top of my finger off. I had blood all over the bathroom and when husby came home nurse Jaggers got me all fixed up. Oddly enough it didn't hurt that bad until Scott started bandaging it all up.. then it started throbbing.. so thankfully he helped finish dinner tonight. It took a long time to stop the bleeding but its better now.
Also today my son made his big debut online. He is all set up with email accounts and facebook and is figuring out his new computer that he got for Christmas. Its pretty scary but I am trying to keep an eye on him and if he starts to mess up.. I will pull all of his accounts. We were on the phone tonight.. just giggling and thinking about the summer. I can't wait for that little shit to be running through the house like a wild child!
I am sorry if any of you guys saw my mean tweets. I am dealing with a moron who just can't stop hiding. Its so easy to be mean when you are hiding who you are. Its just really sad.. but I finally blocked them. Its just so not worth my time anymore. You know, having this blog means people know a lot about me. I put myself out there but that doesn't mean I am open to cruelty. Yes this is America and people are allowed to say what they want..even lies but I don't have to read it, listen it to it, or acknowledge it. It almost makes me feel like a celebrity! Shit.. its like being in the tabloids.. at least they are not attacking my clothes or anything! I think my relationship with my husband also brings a lot of people who are jealous and want us to fail more than succeed. My life is totally unexpected for me too. I couldn't imagine in a million years that I would have a man I adore so much who actually calls me his biggest addiction. He loves me back.. and I feel it every day. Even on bad days. But not everyone has that.. and that's another point of attack. They like bringing my children into it too. I don't have my children on a daily basis because Scott and I have had to relocate due to his work a few times and moving the kids around like that is not right. So another point of attack. These mean people cannot know anything about love. There is a bond between Brittany, Jackson and myself that nothing can break. Nothing. If you were to ask them.. they would tell you the same thing. So I am grateful for the life I have and I grateful for you guys who have come back to this blog over and over.. who leave me emails telling me how something I said, changed their life or telling me they loved a recipe I posted.. and you know what.. I even appreciated the haters a little bit because it actually helps me remember whats important. I have been a mess my whole life. I really have. But the last 8 years.. I have slowly grown up and figured out this life is not about fighting. Its about time and memories more than anything. Time with your family and your loved ones and making as many good memories as you can. That's what I have been doing. I don't really have time in my life for people who weak and who like to try to cause pain while they remain hidden. . I deleted most of the tweets because I am not proud of responding back the way I did. I just get fed up. Scott has told me over and over that this is nothing and I should not validate it in any way. I loose my cool a lot.. but its time to take control back and just keep doing what I am doing and not pay any attention to people who want to hurt me. I think what makes me more upset than anything is they are such cowards. You know.. if i don't like someone.. I say it. I don't care. I don't have to hide. I stand behind the words that come from my mouth..even the wrong words. There is only a handful of people that would do this. How sad must their life really be to do this to anyone. I hope Karma gets them good one day. Until then I am going to keep on being =) HAPPY =) and live the best life I can.. and that will include blogging!
Thanks for listening..
Well I need to make the coffee and get in bed. I'm tired!
Talk to you tomorrow!
xoox
K Jaggers
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