~ CLOSING MY EYES ~

DREAMING OF A BETTER DAY..OF A NEW DAY..

THINGS WERE SEEMED TO BE GOING OK TODAY...

BUT ONCE THE GUYS GOT HOME THINGS TURNED OUT A BIT DIFFERENT..SCOTT CAME HOME WITH THE SAME ATTITUDE HE LEFT WITH.. I DID MY BEST TO NOT FIGHT WITH HIM BUT GOD KNOWS I WANTED TO. HE WAS BEING A REAL ASS ALL NIGHT LONG..
HUMMMM.....
HE GOT HIS ONE NIGHT FREE PASS ON BEING A JERK BUT TOMORROW NOT SO MUCH.. I AM TIRED OF HIS ATTITUDE AND I AM REALLY NOT GOING TO MAKE THAT MUCH OF AN EFFORT TO HAVE MUCH CONTACT WITH HIM TOMORROW.. I DONT SEE THE POINT..I AM NOT GOING TO TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE IN THAT FRAME OF MIND.. SO HE IS ON HIS OWN TILL HE GETS OVER HIMSELF AND MOVES ON.

IT KINDA MAKES ME SAD.. I HATE WHEN THINGS ARE NOT GOING THE WAY I WANTED.. GUESS THATS LIFE.. I CANT ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN AND SOME TIMES EVEN WHEN I DO, THE PLAN DOESNT WORK.. THAT WAS THE CASE WITH SCOTT LAST NIGHT.. BUT WE ARE ADJUSTING AND MOVING ON.. ~ I THINK ~ ...

BESIDES SCOTTS ATTITUDE THINGS WENT OK TODAY.. I GOT SOME GREAT FREEBIES AT BATH AND BODY WORKS THAT MADE ME HAPPY TODAY!!!! I ALSO GOT SOME GREAT THINGS IN THE MAIL YESTERDAY THAT I WILL SHOW YOU GUYS IN A POST TOMORROW..

I DONT HAVE MANY PLANS FOR TOMORROW.. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO RUN OUT AND PICK UP SOME THINGS FROM THE STORE.. I AM THINKING I WILL GO TO CVS AND USE MY COUPONS AND EXTRA BUCKS TO PICK A FEW THINGS UP.. SO NOT SUCH A CONSUMING DAY..I SURE WOULDNT MIND THE SUN WAKING ME UP AGAIN..I ACTUALLY DONT MIND BEING WOKE UP THAT WAY..THINK ABOUT IT...

~ DID YOU GET UPSET THE LAST TIME THE SUN WOKE YOU UP?? ~

I BET NOT..

I THINK THE MORNING SUN HAS A WAY OF WAKING EVERYONE UP IN A BETTER MOOD..I DONT KNOW WHY.. IT JUST WORKS THAT WAY WITH ME NORMALLY..SO I SURE HOPE IT HAPPENS TOMORROW.. I SURE NEED A BETTER DAY..FOR SURE.. I AM NOT POSITIVE SCOTT WILL BE ANY DIFFERENT.. WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE..ONE CAN HOPE..

SWEET DREAMS.

K JAGGERS
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