SPORTS AND VIDEO GAMES HAVE BEEN ON MOST OF THE DAY...IN THE BEGINNING WHEN I FIRST WOKE UP I WAS DOING OK WITH IT BUT AS THE EVENING CONTINUED AND THEY STAYED ON...I HAVE GOT MORE AND MORE FLIPPIN FRUSTRATED..
I TOLD THE GUYS ENOUGH WITH THE VIDEO GAMES AND WHAT DO YOU THINK THEY PUT ON THE TV?? SPORTS..~ A FOOTBALL GAME ~...I HAD FINISHED WITH THE COOKIES AND HAVE THEM READY TO GO IN THE OVEN BUT I JUST GAVE UP..I GOT THE LAPTOP, MY PHONE AND CAME IN MY BEDROOM.. I SENT SCOTT A COUPLE NASTY TEXT AND NOW THE LIVING ROOM IS EMPTY AND MICHAEL IS IN HIS ROOM AND SCOTT IS IN OUR MAIN BED ROOM.
I THINK I JUST NEED A FEW MINUTES TO MYSELF..BEFORE I BLEW UP ON BOTH OF THEM. SUNDAYS FOR SCOTT AND I WERE ALWAYS TREASURED DAYS THAT WE SPENT WITH EACH OTHER AND NOW ITS ALL ABOUT FOOTBALL AND VIDEO GAMES.. THAT BETTER GET WORKED OUT FAST. I AM NOT USE TO THE ENVIRONMENT THOSE TWO HAVE GIVEN ME TONIGHT..
I GOT TO TRY TO REMEMBER THAT THINGS ARE NOT SO BAD..AND JUST LIKE NOW..WHEN THINGS ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES LIKE THEY HAVE TONIGHT THAT I CAN JUST ESCAPE AND GO TO ANOTHER ROOM. BUT WHEN I DID, THEY ALL CLEARED OUT OF THE LIVING ROOM..MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE CAME IN HERE LONG AGO..
JUST TRYING TO DECOMPRESS AND GET SOME QUIET TIME..
IN A FEW MINUTES I PLAN ON TAKING A LONG BUBBLE BATH AND REMEMBERING TO BREATH..NOT FIGHT..JUST MOVE ON THROUGH THE BULLSHIT AND NOT LET IT EFFECT ME ANYMORE THAN IT ALREADY HAS. AND REALLY THIS IS NOT A HUGE DEAL..I JUST THINK MY VIDEO/SPORTS CUP RUNNITH OVER TODAY!
AHHHHH....
SILENCE. ~ NOTHING LIKE IT~
SOMETIMES ITS THE BEST SOUND IN THE WORLD.
K JAGGERS
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at least it's not the golf channel.. yet.
ReplyDeleteoh..it was the golf channel too in between football and video games!
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