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I HOPE YOU ALL ARE SLEEPING GOOD RIGHT NOW!
ME..IM UP AS ALWAYS!
ITS BEEN A PRETTY UNEVENTFUL DAY AROUND HERE. NOT MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON. I JUST HUNG OUT AROUND THE HOUSE AND MY BIGGEST PART OF THE DAY WAS SKYPING WITH THE KIDS. BESIDES THAT I DID LAUNDRY, RAN TO THE STORE, COOKED DINNER AND HUNG OUT WITH EVERYONE AROUND HERE. A PRETTY RELAXING DAY!
I FOUND OUT A LITTLE EARILER THAT MY EX HUSBAND IS CONSIDERING MOVING THE KIDS TO A DIFFERENT STATE.. I THINK ITS A BUNCH OF CRAP THAT HE WOULD DO THAT WITHOUT TALKING TO ME FIRST..BUT THATS AN EX FOR YA. I LOVE MY KIDS MORE THAN ANYTHING BUT OUR SITUATION IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TWO PEOPLE WHO DIDNT LOVE EACH OTHER HAVE CHILDREN. I WOULD HAVE TO ADMIT THAT THE KIDS ARE WELL WORTH THE PROBLEMS HE CAUSES WITH ME. BUT REALLY...DECIDE TO MOVE THE KIDS FAR AWAY WITH OUT EVER TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT IS TOTALLY WRONG..BUT THEN AGAIN, HE LIVES HIS LIFE HIS OWN WAY AND RIGHT AND WRONG ARE NOT A PART OF IT. BUT ANYWAY, MY DAUGHTER TOLD ME THAT IT WONT BE HAPPENING FOR A LOOONG TIME. SO I REALLY SHOULDNT WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT IT.
MY FRIEND MADE A GREAT SUGGESTION TONIGHT. AFTER THE FIRST OF THE YEAR WE ARE GOING TO START SKYPING WHILE WE ARE ON SKYPE..SHE THINKS WE WILL REALLY BE ABLE TO MOTIVATE EACH OTHER WHILE WALKING! I LOVE THAT IDEA!!!!!!! SHE IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND...LOVE HER SO MUCH. AND WE ARE GOING TO REALLY GET OUR BUTTS UP AND MOVING! WE ARE GIVING OURSELVES THE HOLIDAYS TO DO WHAT WE WANT BUT AFTER NEW YEARS WE ARE GOING TO START THIS UP.. I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IT TURNS OUT..YOU NEVER KNOW..WE MIGHT JUST START SOMETHING WITH THIS. IF YOU HAVE A TREADMILL AND WANT TO JOIN IN WITH US WE CAN MAYBE DO THAT TOO! WE CAN DO A CONFERENCE CALL AND BRING IN AS MANY PEOPLE AS WE LIKE! I HAVENT TALKED TO HER ABOUT OTHERS JOINING IN BUT I AM SURE SHE WOULDNT MIND! BUT I AM SUPER EXCITED ABOUT THIS!
I ALSO TALKED TO HER ABOUT MY 2 NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS..I WILL TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT THEM TOO IN A LATER POST..NEITHER IS GOING TO BE EASY BUT I AM GOING TO GIVE IT MY ALL! I NEVER MAKE NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS BUT THIS YEAR I AM GIVING IT A SHOT. I WILL BE TOTALLY HONEST WITH YOU GUYS ABOUT IF I KEEP UP WITH IT OR NOT. IT WILL BE FUN TO SEE HOW IT WORKS OUT!
I AM ACTUALLY FEELING PRETTY GOOD TONIGHT. I AM A BIT SLEEPY BUT BESIDES THAT I AM FEELING GOOD! IN A PRETTY GOOD MOOD..I LOVED SEEING THE KIDS SO MUCH TODAY..SKYPE IS AN AWESOME THING. IT REALLY DOES BRING PEOPLE CLOSER TOGETHER. WHAT A GREAT SERVICE..AND WHATS EVEN BETTER IS....ITS FREE!! IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT GO TO..
I KNOW MANY OF YOU ARE AWARE OF THIS PROGRAM BUT JUST IN CASE YOU ARE NOT, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT. AND IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS OR FAMILY AWAY FROM YOU ITS A GREAT WAY TO STAY IN TOUCH. I HAVE EVEN KNOWN PEOPLE WHO ARE RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM EACH OTHER AND STILL SKYPE! SO BE SURE TO CHECK IT OUT.. ALL YOU NEED IS A COMPUTER, A WEBCAM AND TO BE ABLE TO GET ONLINE. MOST LAPTOPS HAVE IT ALREADY BUILT IN. THATS ALL YOU NEED TO SKYPE!
WE ALL TALKED TONIGHT AND DECIDED THAT MY FRIEND IS GOING TO BE HERE TILL THE FIRST OF THE YEAR. THEN SHE IS MOVING OUT INTO HER OWN PLACE. HER SON WILL BE HERE AFTER CHRISTMAS..WHICH SHOULD BE INTERESTING.. HE IS A CUTE LITTLE THING BUT HE IS ALSO A BALL OF ENERGY. SO WE ARE ONLY GOING TO HAVE HIM HERE FULL TIME FOR A FEW DAYS. I AM JUST WORRIED ABOUT HER BEING OUT ON HER OWN. HOPEFULLY SHE CAN GET SETTLED SOME WHERE COMFORTABLE IN A SAFE NEIGHBORHOOD.
I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE TALKING ABOUT THIS BUT I AM GOING TOO..THAT STALKER IS STILL ALWAYS ON HERE READING AND SNOOPING AROUND. THEY WERE EVEN ON TONIGHT. I JUST WANT TO CLEAR ONE THING UP..I AM NO LONGER UPSET OR SCARED OF THIS COWARD. THEY HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ME AND I ALSO KNOW THAT THEY TRIED CONTACTING MY DAUGHTER ON FACEBOOK. THAT DONT REALLY UPSET ME EITHER. BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY ARE HIDING AND I AM NOT. I AM RIGHT HERE AND I AM STANDING STRONG. SO UNLESS YOU ARE STANDING IN FRONT OF ME, NOTHING YOU SAY OR DO WILL EVER EFFECT ME. I GET IT..YOU HAVE SOME KIND OF PERSONAL ISSUE GOING WITH ME. AND IT WILL NEVER GET RESOLVED UNLESS THEY MAKE THE ATTEMPT. I DO NOT TRY TO HURT ANYONE ON PURPOSE. I HAVE MADE A TON OF MISTAKES WITH LIFE. BUT YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN AND YOU GROW. SO KEEP READING AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK, YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME. AND ONE MORE THING..EVERY BIT OF ACTIVITY THAT GOES ON WITH MY DAUGHTERS FACEBOOK PAGE IS SENT VIA TEXT TO MY PHONE. SO YOU WONT EVER GET TO HER IN THAT WAY.. ANY OTHER CONTACT YOU HAVE WITH YOU WILL ONLY GET YOU INTO SERIOUS TROUBLE. BEING YOU ARE HIDING, I DOUBT YOU WANT THAT.
WELL FRIENDS..I AM STARVING SO I AM GETTING A SNACK AND HEADING TO BED..
TALK TO YOU ALL TOMORROW!
K JAGGERS
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