BED!!!!

****BIG YAWN****

SOON I WILL BE CRAWLING IN BED TO DREAM. YOU KNOW I USE TO HATE GOING TO SLEEP WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND NOW I LOOK AT IT LIKE ITS A MINI VACATION TO A MYSTERIOUS DREAMLAND THAT I LOVE GOING TO. SO MANY TIMES MY DREAMS ARE SPEAKING TO ME ABOUT MY LIFE. THAT MIGHT SOUND STRANGE BUT ITS REALLY TRUE. WHEN I AM MISSING FAMILY, I USUALLY SEE THEM IN MY DREAMS..WHEN I AM DOING A LOT OF WRITING, I DREAM ABOUT WORDS TO USE..WHEN I HAVE SCOTT OR THE KIDS ON MY MIND A LOT, I DREAM ABOUT THEM. BUT NOTHING IS EVER PLANNED WHEN IT COMES TO DREAMING. YOU JUST HAVE TO GO WITH WHAT YOUR GIVEN!

ITS BEEN A LONG DAY. I WISH I WOULD HAVE JUST STAYED HOME BUT I HAD SOME ERRANDS TO RUN. I HAD TO SHIP SOMETHING TO BRITTANY TODAY SO I HEADED TO THE POST OFFICE WHERE I SPENT 40.00 TO GET IT THERE IN TIME...AND THAT WAS ONLY ONE BOX.. I HAVE A TON OF THEM TO SEND.. THEN I WENT SHOPPING FOR SOME GROCERY'S FOR DINNER. I WORKED AROUND HERE A BIT AND NOW I AM WORE OUT. I DONT KNOW WHY I AM FEELING SO TIRED BUT I AM ABOUT TO FALL OVER. SO GLAD THAT EVERYTHING IS DONE AND NOW I CAN JUST GO CLIMB IN BED WHEN I AM FINISHED WITH THIS POST.

I WILL PROBABLY FALL ASLEEP WITH NANCY GRACE TONIGHT. SCOTT WAS BUSY...

PLAYING ON THE WII SO I MISSED IT...HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR THE NEW BLACK OPPS GAME FOR WII AND HE LOVES IT. ITS KINDA HARD GETTING ON HIM FOR PLAYING..HES HOME, SAFE AND NOT DOING ANYTHING THAT REALLY BOTHERS ME.. HOWEVER, I WOULD LIKE HIM TO GO INTO THE BEDROOM WITH IT INSTEAD OF USING THE LIVING ROOM TV UP. BUT THATS GOING TO TAKE ME SOME TIME TO GET HIM MOVED IN THERE!

WELL SINCE I HAD A FEW OF YOU ASK TODAY...I AM DOING BETTER. THANKS FOR ALL THE CONCERN. HOLIDAYS ALWAYS SEEM TO BE STRESSFUL. I AM HOPING AFTER THE FIRST OF THE YEAR THINGS CAN REALLY GET BACK TO NORMAL. BUT I DIDNT FEEL TOO SAD TODAY. ITS GETTING BETTER. I DO ADMIRE SCOTT BEING ABLE TO LIVE WITH PERSON WHO SUFFERS FROM SERIOUS DEPRESSION. IT COMES AND GOES AND ITS A TERRIBLE THING TO LIVE WITH. BUT LIKE I SAID YESTERDAY, I AM TAKING THINGS ONE STEP AT A TIME AND JUST TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF KEEP MOVING. THAT IS ACTUALLY WORKING THIS TIME.. TODAY WAS BETTER AND HOPEFULLY TOMORROW IS EVEN MORE BETTER. BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE KIND WORDS OF CONCERN..♥

WELL I AM OFF TO BED..

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY!

K JAGGERS

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