GOOD NIGHT

HELLO ALL..

I BET A LOT OF YOU ARE ALREADY IN YOUR BEDS DREAMING..SOON I WILL BE DOING THE SAME THING! I GOT UP EARLY FROM PAIN IN MY BACK AND THEN HAD A BUSY DAY AND NOW I AM JUST WORE OUT. I JUST PRAY I DONT WAKE UP HURTING TOMORROW TOO! I THINK IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN FROM ALL THE STRESS OF YESTERDAY.. DONT REALLY KNOW.. I GUESS IT COULD BE FROM THE BED BUT WE HAVE LOTS OF COMFY DOWN MATTRESS COVERS AND PADS TO MAKE IT REAL COMFORTABLE SO I FEEL LIKE THE STRESS BROUGHT IT ON. ITS BEEN LIKE THAT FOR A FEW YEARS THAT WHEN I GET REALLY UPSET OR STRESSED OUT IT COMES OUT IN MY BACK. ITS THE CRAZIEST THING EVER.

BUT LIKE I TOLD YOU GUYS EARLIER TODAY, THAT IT WOULD BE A NEW AND BETTER DAY..IT WAS..NO ARGUMENTS, NO STRESS, AND LOTS OF SMILES AND LAUGHS THROUGH THE DAY AND EVENING. SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO DECIDE THAT YOU WILL NOT ALLOW ANYONE TO EFFECT YOUR DAY. THATS PRETTY HARD TO DO SOMETIMES BUT TODAY HAD TO BE STRESS FREE FOR ME. I JUST HAD TO HAVE SOME CALMNESS. IF I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND THAT TODAY WAS GOING TO BE BAD, I WOULD HAVE LOCKED MYSELF IN THE BEDROOM AND NOT COME OUT!!! THATS HOW SERIOUS I WAS. ..

BUT SCOTT, MICHAEL AND MYSELF HAD A GREAT DAY. I DONT THINK I HAVE ONE COMPLAINT RE TODAY EXCEPT IT WAS A LITTLE COLD OUT! BESIDES THAT, THE GUYS WERE GREAT COMPANY AND MY KIDS CALLED ABOUT 10 TIMES AND THEY PUT THE BIGGEST SMILE ON ME THAT I COULD EVER ASK FOR. TOMORROW I WILL TELL YOU SOMETHING BRITTANY TOLD ME THAT ABOUT KNOCKED MY SOCKS OFF! ITS WAS SO FREAKING CUTE!! BUT ITS KINDA A LONG STORY AND I DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING INTO IT NOW BUT I WILL FOR SURE TELL YOU GUYS TOMORROW SOMETIME! SHE IS SUCH A DARLING LITTLE GIRL. AND JACKSON IS AS FUNNY AS CAN BE. NOTHING EVER PREPARED ME FOR THE LITTLE PERSONALITIES THAT THOSE TWO HAVE.. I LEARN SOMETHING NEW ABOUT THEM EVERY DAY!

I THOUGHT ABOUT SENDING THAT PERSON WHO I REALLY FOUGHT WITH LAST NIGHT A MESSAGE TODAY BUT THEY ARE NOT READY FOR THAT. I DONT THINK I AM EITHER. I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE AFTER WE BOTH CALMED DOWN THAT MAYBE WE COULD TALK. THEY MIGHT HOLD A GRUDGE FOREVER..WHO KNOWS. I AM NOT GOING TO SAY I DONT CARE BUT I CAN LIVE WITH IT EITHER WAY..I GUESS THERE IS NOT MUCH MORE TO SAY TO EACH OTHER NOW. I THINK THEY SAID WAY TOO MUCH AND NOW LATER THE NEXT DAY I FIND MYSELF WISHING I WAS MORE ASSERTIVE BUT I DIDNT WANT TO SAY ANYTHING I WOULD HAVE REGRETTED. THEY MIGHT BE READING THIS RIGHT NOW..ITS FUNNY THAT THEY TALKED SO MUCH CRAP ABOUT THIS BLOG AND THEN THEY READ IT..AFTER I DELETE THEM FROM FB..SO I FIND THAT PRETTY STRANGE. I HOPE THEY STAY OFF OF HERE UNTIL THEY CAN COME UP WITH SOMETHING NICE TO SAY. BUT ITS A OPEN BLOG AND I AM NOT GOING TO WORRY ABOUT IT. THEY ACT MORE LIKE A HATER THAN ANYTHING ELSE.. NOT ONE POSITIVE WORD EVER COMES FROM THEIR MOUTH RE ME AND I AM TIRED OF IT. I HAVE ALWAYS TREATED THEM LIKE SOMEONE SPECIAL BUT NOW I SEE THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE. MY EYES ARE OPEN..MAYBE SOME KIND WORDS FROM THIS BLOG WILL WARE OFF ON THEM BUT I DOUBT IT. YOU KNOW, I COULD WRITE A BOOK ABOUT MY FAMILY AND I BET IT WOULD BE A BEST SELLER..WE HAVE SURE PUT DYSFUNCTIONAL TO THE SIDE AND JUST GOT PLAIN CRAZY..ONCE AGAIN MOM AND DAD.. THANKS FOR THAT CRUMMY DNA! LOL..

ON A LIGHTER NOTE, I GOT A LOT OF POST COMING UP. I HAVE BEEN UPLOADING PICTURES ON AND OFF ALL NIGHT. PLUS I HAVE A LOT OF POST COMING UP DURING THE WEEK..I HAVE TO GET BUSY AROUND HERE THOUGH AND GET THE HOUSE CLEANED UP IN BETWEEN POSTING BLOGS! LOL..I THINK THE HOUSE LOOKS PRETTY GOOD. EVERY DAY THERE IS CLEANING TO DO. TOMORROW IS THE FLOORS. I HAVE BEEN SAYING FOR A WEEK NOW THAT I AM GOING TO CLEAN THE FLOORS YET I HAVENT DONE IT AND TONIGHT MICHAEL CAME OUT OF THE SHOWER WEARING HIS FLIP FLOPS! LOL.. NOW I DONT THINK THE FLOOR IS THAT DIRTY BUT I DONT WANT HIM FEELING HE CANT WALK AROUND WITHOUT GETTING HIS FEET DIRTY SO I AM GOING TO GET THESE FLOORS CLEANED TOMORROW. ITS A BIG BIG JOB BUT I HAVE GOT TO DO IT!

I AM ALSO STILL WORKING ON LITTLE BRITTANYS COMPUTER. I NEED TO TAKE TIME TO GET ALL THAT FINISHED BY THE WEEKEND SO I CAN GET IT SHIPPED OFF. THERE IS ALWAYS SO MUCH TO DO..ONE DAY I HOPE I GET CAUGHT UP! NOT TO MENTION GIOVANNI IS LOOKING PRETTY BAD AND NEEDS TO BE GROOMED UP.. AND THAT SUCKS UP AT LEAST 2 HRS. UGH..

WELL I AM HEADING TO BED TO GET SOME SLEEP SO MAYBE I CAN GET UP AT A REASONABLE TIME!

SWEET DREAMS!

K JAGGERS

♥