TOO MANY TEARS

WE JUST DROPPED THE KIDS OFF TO THEIR FATHER. IT TOOK OVER 4 HRS JUST TO GET TO CINCINNATI AND NOW WE ARE DRIVING BACK.I REALLY LOVE BEING ABLE TO SIT IN THE TRUCK AND BE ABLE TO BE ON MY LAPTOP WITH A GREAT SIGNAL.  WE WERE ABLE TO SLEEP MOST OF THE WAY AND THAT REALLY HELPED. BUT FOR THE LAST HR ME AND BOTH KIDS WERE ALL IN TEARS. THIS IS ALWAYS SUCH A HARD TIME OF YEAR. WHEN THE KIDS ARE HEADING BACK TO SCHOOL AND SUMMER IS OVER.

IT WAS AFTER 3 AM WHEN WE WENT TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT. ME AND THE KIDS STAYED UP FOR AS LONG AS WE COULD. WE WANTED TO MAKE EVERY SECOND OF OUR LAST NIGHT TOGETHER COUNT. AND WE DID..

YESTERDAY WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT THE WATER PARK. I TOOK OVER 312 PICTURES WITH MY DIGITAL CAMERA..NOT TO MENTION THE 27 PICTURES I TOOK WITH MY UNDERWATER CAMERA. WE ALL HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME. WE REALLY SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST. I TOOK A FEW VIDEOS TOO..I WILL TRY TO UPLOAD THEM ON HERE TOO. I HAVE SO MANY PICTURES TO PUT UP ON HERE IN THE COMING DAYS. SINCE THE WIRELESS SIGNAL IS BAD AT MY HOUSE, I WILL PROBABLY GO TO THE COFFEE SHOP OR LIBRARY TO GET THEM ALL UPLOADED. THE WATER PARK ALONE WILL BE QUITE A FEW BLOGS. I DONT EVER WANT TO MAKE MY POST TOO LONG SO I JUST BREAK THEM UP.

TODAY WE SHOULD BE HOME AROUND 430 OR SO..I LOOK HORRIBLE RIGHT NOW FROM THE LACK OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT PLUS SLEEPING IN THE CAR. I THINK MY HAIR IS GOING IN 1000 DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. SO I AM GOING TO TAKE A LONG HOT SHOWER AND THEN START CLEANING THE HOUSE. THE HOUSE LOOKS JUST AS BAD AS I DO. I WASNT WORRIED ABOUT CLEANING IT THE PAST FEW DAYS. IT WAS MORE ABOUT THE KIDS THAN ANYTHING ELSE. SCOTT WORKS TILL 8 TOMORROW AND HE ALSO HAS BASEBALL SO HE WONT EVEN BE HOME TILL AFTER 10PM. SO TODAY AND TONIGHT SHOULD BE PLENTY OF TIME TO GET THINGS PICKED UP.

THE HOUSE IS GOING TO BE SO QUITE. I AM SURE THE DOG WILL REALLY MISS THE KIDS TOO. HOWEVER I DOUBT THE CATS WILL MISS THEM! BRITTANY WOULD ALWAYS DRESS GABBY UP IN DOLL CLOTHES AND SHE HATED IT. SO I AM THINKING THEY WILL LIKE THE HOUSE GOING BACK TO QUITE. I REALLY AM GOING TO MISS THE KIDS INNOCENT LAUGHTER AND SMILES. ITS A TERRIBLE FEELING TO HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR CHILDREN. IT REALLY JUST MAKES ME SICK. AS I TYPE THIS THE TEARS ARE FLOWING AND MY STOMACH IS UPSET. BUT I AM TRYING TO BE STRONG AND NOT FORGET THAT THIS IS NOT GOOD BYE FOREVER. JUST FOR RIGHT NOW. BEFORE LONG I WILL BE BACK WITH THEM AT THEIR SCHOOL OR OVER A HOLIDAY HOLDING THEM. AND ITS TIME TO GET SKPYE BACK UP SO I CAN SEE THEM EVERY NIGHT. THAT SURE IS BETTER THAN NOTHING!!

MAYBE I WILL TRY TO UPLOAD SOME PICTURES NOW WHILE WE ARE DRIVING. NOTHING MUCH ELSE GOING ON. I ONLY BROUGHT ONE BATTERY SO I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WILL HAVE BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT!

K JAGGERS

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