HELLO ALL..ITS LATE AND I SHOULD BE SLEEPING BUT I AM NOT A BIT TIRED. WHAT A DELIMA. NIGHT AFTER NIGHT I STAY UP AND SLEEP IN LATE. I HAVE NO IDEA IF THIS WILL EVER CHANGE. I THINK IT IS GOING TO TAKE ME STAYING UP ALL NIGHT AND ALL DAY TO GET MY BODY BACK ON TRACK..AND THAT DAY WILL BE HELL..SO I AM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT YET..
I JUST GOT BACK FROM SUBWAY AND MICKEY D'S BOTH...I WAS BEHIND 4 DRUNK PEOPLE AT SUBWAY AND LOST MY PATIENCE AND WENT TO MICKEY D'S ONLY TO WAIT FOR 30 MINUTES IN THE CAR...SOOOO FRUSTRATING..BUT I CAME HOME AND GOT THIS EMAIL...
Just wanted to let you know that I really enjoyed your library book blog tonight and think you handled it perfectly! Also, it's funny you mentioned the confession thing, because, alot of people don't understand why we catholics have confession at all, and the reason is, so that you can cleanse yourself of the guilt, through a witness, and then remind yourself that it is not up to you to forgive yourself, but that God has already done that. (Just a little trivia, I'm not into preaching) Maybe you went through what you did, so that you would be able to honestly answer Brittany's question. Great job, Mom!
I AM NOT POSTING WHO ITS FROM FOR THEIR PRIVACY BUT IT REALLY MADE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT WHAT I TOLD BRITTANY..YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..THANK YOU FOR YOUR REALLY KIND WORDS..I FELT BAD ABOUT HAVING TO TELL HER THAT..AND I KNOW THAT ITS ONLY GOING TO GET HARDER. THE QUESTIONS SHE IS GOING TO ASK IN THE FUTURE ARE ONLY GOING TO GET MORE DIFFICULT. I DONT KNOW HOW I WILL GET THROUGH IT ALL BUT WE WILL GET THROUGH IT TOGETHER. EVEN IF THE TRUTH IS HARD TO SAY. I HAVE DONE MANY THINGS I AM NOT PROUD OF AND I WILL BE THE ONE TO TELL HER OR JACKSON AND MAYBE SOME OF THE BAD DECISIONS I HAVE MADE WILL SAVE THEM FROM MAKING THE SAME BAD DECISONS FOR THEMSELVES. I KNOW THIS WILL NOT BE THE CASE ALL THE TIME BUT ANY PAIN OR TROUBLE I CAN PREVENT WILL BE WORTH ME TELLING THEM THE TRUTH.
THOSE KIDS ARE THE BEST THINGS I EVER DONE. I AM SO PROUD OF THEM BOTH. BRITTANY IS VERY BLACK AND WHITE...THAT IS HARD FOR SOMEONE LIKE MYSELF WHO LIVES IN THE GREY AREA. BUT STRANGLEY ENOUGH SHE MIGHT CHANGE THAT FOR ME! JACKSON IS MORE LIKE ME IN THAT WAY..HE SEEMS TO LIKE THE GREY AREA TOO! SO I MIGHT BE SAFE WITH HIM! BUT PRINCESS BRITTANY SURE KEEPS ME ON MY TOES!
SCOTT AND I HAD SOME WINE TONIGHT AND ENDED WITH A COUPLE OF GLASSES. IT WAS ACTUALLY KINDA HARD TO STOP AFTER I STARTED FEELING GOOD BUT IT WAS BEST...AND NOW I AM HAPPY I AM NOT PASSED OUT OR WILL BE FEELING THE EFFECTS WHEN I WAKE UP TOMORROW!
WELL I AM GOING TO FORCE MYSELF TO LAY DOWN AND ENJOY SOME TV TILL I DRIFT OFF.
HAVE A GREAT SATURDAY! TALK TO YOU GUYS IN THE AFTERNOON SOMETIME!
K JAGGERS
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