TODAY IS BRTTANY'S BELLES FIRST RIDE IN THE FRIENDLY SKY'S.
I CANT BELIEVE IN JUST A FEW HOURS SHE WILL BE GONE AND BOARDING HER FIRST PLANE.. ITS CRAZY HOW SHE IS GROWING UP SO FAST. I LOOK AT HER IN AMAZEMENT ON HOW MUCH SHE HAS GROWEN AND MATURED EVEN AT THE RIPE AGE OF 8 YRS OLD. SHE WILL BE TURING 9 IN JUST A FEW MONTHS AND SHE ALREADY ACTS 16 YRS OLD. ITS ACTUALLY KINDA SCARY.
SHE IS SUPER EXCITED AND READY TO SEE HER GRAND MOTHER. NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET BETWEEN ME AND MY MOTHER, SHE ALWAYS BRINGS US BACK TOGETHER. ITS PRETTY HARD TO STAY MAD AT SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOUR KIDS. SO BECAUSE OF BRITTANY, I AM GETTING READY TO GO DRIVE 2 HRS TO THE AIRPORT, THEN HAVE LUNCH WITH MOM, SCOTT, AND THE KIDS BEFORE TURING BRITTANY OVER TO MY MOTHER FOR 2 WEEKS.
I AM NERVOUS ABOUT HER GETTING ON THE PLANE, BUT I PRAYED LAST NIGHT BEFORE I CLOSED MY EYES AND I WILL BE SAYING ANOTHER PRAYER BEFORE SHE BOARDS THAT PLANE. BUT I DONT WANT HER LIVING HER LIFE IN FEAR. I WANT HER TO EXPERIENCE LIFE WITH AN OPEN MIND AND AN OPEN HEART. THATS ALL I WANT FOR HER. SHE IS HER OWN PERSON AND THIS IS HER LIFE, NOT MINE. NO MATTER HOW BAD I WANT TO INFLUENCE HER DECISIONS AND ACTIONS, I REALLY NEED TO TAKE A BACK SEAT AND LET HER BE HERSELF AND EXPERIENCE THIS LIFE IN HER OWN WAY.
AS I TYPE THIS, I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES. I AM GOING TO MISS HER SO MUCH. SHE IS A CARBON COPY OF ME AND I AM SO THANKFUL THAT GOD BLESSED ME WITH HER AND HER BROTHER. THEY ARE BY FAR THE BEST THINGS I EVER DONE. THEY ARE MY HOPES FOR THE FUTURE. I CANT WAIT TO HOLD THEIR CHILDREN IN MY ARMS ONE DAY. BECAUSE OF THEM, THEY FORCE ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON ALL THE WAY AROUND. FOR THEM, I TRY HARDER, DO BETTER, AND WORK MORE TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
I BETTER GET OFF HERE AND GET FINISHED GETTING READY OTHERWISE WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE!
I LOVE YOU BRITTANY..I HOPE YOUR 2 WEEKS WITH YOUR GRAND MOTHER ARE ALL YOU HOPE THEY WILL BE AND I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK HOME..YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING. I HOPE YOU HAVE LOTS OF SMILES, HAVE LOTS OF LAUGHS AND MAKE TONS OF GREAT MEMORIES.
YOU BETTER CALL 3 TIMES A DAY!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU.
LOVE, MOMMY
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