NOT REALLY FEELING LIKE MYSELF TODAY..

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME TODAY. I'M REALLY JUST NOT FEELING LIKE MYSELF TODAY.. I ALMOST FEEL A LITTLE SAD. I DONT KNOW IF ITS SAD OR WHAT..I DO HAVE A LOT ON MY MIND AND MAYBE THAT IS TAKING ITS TOLE ON ME TODAY. I HAVE SOME APTS IN INDIANA SOON, WE ARE MOVING, GOT TO GET THE KIDS FOR SUMMER VACATION AND THE LIST COULD GO ON AND ON. FOR SOME REASON TODAY IS THE DAY ITS A PILING UP ON MY MIND. I DONT KNOW HOW WE ARE GOING TO GET IT ALL DONE IN TIME. I ALSO MISSED AN IMPORTANT APT TODAY.I DIDNT LOOK AT MY CALANDER LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING I SLEPT IN LONGER THAN I EXPECTED CAUSING ME TO MISS IT. UGH.. I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO RESCHEDULE.

I AM JUST FEELING BAD. I THINK I AM GOING TO GET UP, RUN SOME ERRANDS, AND GET BUSY TO HELP TAKE THINGS OFF MY MIND. MAYBE IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. SOME EXCERISE WOULD HELP TOO. SO MAYBE I WILL TAKE 30 MINUTES TO GET ON THE TREADMILL. I GUESS I ALSO NEED TO THINK POSITTIVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT. ITS JUST SCARY.

SCOTT HAS BEEN ON FIRE TODAY SELLING CARS. THAT SURE MAKES THINGS A LITTLE BETTER. WE HAVE LOTS OF BILLS AND EVEN MORE COMING BEING WE ARE MOVING. HOPEFULLY IN THAT REGARD WE WILL BE DOING BETTER. THE HOUSE WE ARE MOVING TO IS $50.00 A MONTH CHEAPER AND THE ONLY UTILITY WE WILL HAVE WILL BE ELECTRICTY. NO WATER, NO GAS. SO WE SHOULD ACTUALLY SAVE SOME MONEY.

I AM ALSO TRYING TO FIGURE OUT ALL THE THINGS WE ARE GOING TO DO DURING SUMMER BREAK.. I KNOW WE ARE GOING TO GET THE NEW HOUSE PUT TOGETHER, ALSO WE ARE GOING TO HEADING BACK TO THE COSI MUSEUM, THE ZOO, WATER PARK, AND I ALSO WANT TO TAKE THEM TO THIS HOTEL/INDOOR WATER PARK FOR A WEEKEND, CAMPING OUT IN THE YARD, AND LOTS OF OTHER THINGS THAT I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT.

WELL I AM OFF TO TRY TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. THERE IS NO TIME TO SIT AROUND AND FEEL STRESSED AND SAD. I AM SURE EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT JUST FINE.

K JAGGERS

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