BROKEN HEARTED...

WHILE I WAS IN THE KITCHEN WORKING ON THE BANANA PUDDING I HAD MY CAMERA SITTING ON THE KITCHEN TABLE. WHAT I DIDN'T REALIZE WAS THAT THE STRING ON THE CAMERA WAS HANGING OVER THE SIDE...LITTLE GABBY STARTED PLAYING WITH IT AND THE CAMERA SLAMMED DOWN ON THE FLOOR. NEEDLESS TO SAY, ITS NOT WORKING ANYMORE.. I WAS PRETTY FRUSTRATED..I TOOK IT APART AND GOT IT SOME WHAT WORKING BUT IT STILL WONT TAKE PICTURES...SHIT!!!....THANK GOODNESS I HAVE MY CAMERA ON MY PHONE. I GUESS SOMETIME THIS WEEKEND I AM GOING TO HAVE TO GO BUY ANOTHER CAMERA. MY PHONE CAMERA IS OK..BUT NOT AS GOOD AS I WOULD LIKE IT TO BE..BUT IT WILL WORK FOR NOW. ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING. I DON'T KNOW IF SCOTT'S PHONE IS ANY BETTER BUT I MIGHT JUST HAVE TO CHECK IT OUT TO SEE HOW WELL IT SNAPS PICTURES!

I GOT A LOT DONE TODAY. BUT DOING ALL THAT WORK SURE MADE ME TIRED TONIGHT. I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WORE OUT..BABY WORKED LATE AND THEN BROUGHT BEN HOME WITH HIM FOR DINNER..WE HAD REALLY GOOD RIBEYE SANDWICHES AND CURLY FRIES. I WOULD HAVE POSTED PICTURES BUT THAT DAMN CAMERA WAS NOT WORKING AND I WAS BUSY TRYING TO FIX IT THROUGH THE ENTIRE DINNER. SO I DIDN'T REALLY EAT..I PUT A PLATE UP AND MAYBE LATER WHEN I RELAX I CAN EAT. JUST WASN'T IN THE MOOD AT DINNER.

I GOT ANOTHER COMMENT FROM SOMEONE TONIGHT ASKING ABOUT A VERY PERSONAL PART OF MY LIFE..LET ME SAY THIS..IF YOU ARE READING THIS NOW, AND ARE THE ONE WHO POSTED THE COMMENT AND QUESTION, WHY DON'T YOU EMAIL ME AND I WOULD BE HAPPY TO ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS YOU MIGHT HAVE. I AM A PRETTY OPEN PERSON BUT BEFORE I SHARE DETAILS ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE, I LIKE TO KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO. I DON'T LIKE TO POST NEGATIVE BLOGS..I LIKE TO WRITE ABOUT THINGS I SEE, THINGS THAT INSPIRE ME, AND THINGS THAT MEAN SOMETHING IN SOME WAY TO ME. BUT THIS RIGHT NOW IS THE EXCEPTION.. ~ IF YOU WANT TO KNOW PERSONAL THINGS ABOUT ME, MY LIFE, MY FAMILY THEN HAVE ENOUGH OF A DAMN BACK BONE AND STOP HIDING WHO YOU ARE...~ I CAN ONLY IMAGINE YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO I AM NOT FOND OF OTHERWISE YOU WOULD NOT BE HIDING LIKE A DAMN THIEF IN THE NIGHT. LIKE I HAVE STATED BEFORE..ALL COMMENTS ARE MODERATED BY ME..ONLY ME.. AND UNLESS I APPROVE THE COMMENT IT WILL NOT GET POSTED..SO DON'T SIT AROUND AND WASTE MY TIME OR YOUR OWN TIME WITH BULLSHIT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS THIS FURTHER MY EMAIL IS kishajaggers@aol.com. FEEL FREE TO USE IT ANY TIME.

WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY, I CAN NOT SHIFT BACK TO THE POSITIVE INSTEAD OF THE NEGATIVE.

TODAY WAS PRETTY GOOD. THE HOUSE IS LOOKING BETTER AND BETTER. I EVEN GOT 4 WINDOWS WASHED TODAY..WE HAVE SO MANY DAMN WINDOWS THAT I AM ALWAYS WASHING THEM. THEY ARE BIG LONG WINDOWS THAT TAKE FOREVER TO GET WASHED. LUCKILY THEY FOLD IN SO YOU CAN WASH THEM EASIER. BUT ITS A NEVER ENDING JOB..

SCOTT DIDN'T STAY UP LONG..I ONLY GOT TO SEE HIM FOR ABOUT 1 1/2 HOURS TONIGHT..THAT'S WHAT I HATE ABOUT LATE NIGHTS. I DO GET MORE HOURS DURNING THE DAY BUT WHEN HE GETS HOME, HE IS ALWAYS SO TIRED THAT ITS DINNER, SHOWER AND BED. BUT TOMORROW HE SHOULD BE HOME EARLIER SO HOPEFULLY WE CAN SPEND A LITTLE MORE TIME TOGETHER. I MISS HIM EVEN WHEN HE IS HERE SOMETIMES. I MIGHT HAVE TO JUST GO CURL UP WITH HIM IN A LITTLE WHILE.

WELL IT IS TIME FOR ME TO GET UP AND GET THE KITCHEN PICKED UP SO I CAN GO ENJOY A LONG HOT BATH..

TALK TO YOU ALL SOON..HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD NIGHT. =)

K JAGGERS ♥