MEANINGFUL MONDAYS

ANOTHER WEEK HAS PASSED AND WE ARE BACK TO MONDAY. SOMETIMES IT SURPRISES ME HOW FAST TIME FLY'S BY. LAST NIGHT SCOTT AND I BOTH WERE NOT FEELING GOOD. HE WENT TO BE AT 8 AND I WAS SOUND ASLEEP BY 11:30..I WOKE UP THIS MORNING WITH THE FEELING OF SADNESS THAT ITS MONDAY AND BABY IS BACK TO WORK. AND NOT JUST FOR A NORMAL DAY BUT TO TOP IT OFF ITS A LATE NIGHT FOR HIM. I WONT GET TO SEE HIM UNTIL 8 OR AFTER. HATE IT. I LOVE THAT I AM THE FIRST ONE HE SEES EVERY MORNING AND THE LAST ONE HE SEES EVERY NIGHT..BUT WISH WE HAD MORE TIME TOGETHER. ♥

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TODAY HOLDS FOR ME. I HAVE SOMETHINGS AROUND HERE TO CATCH UP ON. IT NEVER TAKES TOO LONG FOR LAUNDRY TO STACK UP. I CHANGED THE SHEETS AND BEDDING ON A COUPLE OF BEDS AND NOW OUR LAUNDRY ROOM LOOKS LIKE A DISASTER. BESIDES RUNNING A COUPLE OF ERRANDS, THERE IS NOT MUCH ON MY TO DO LIST FOR TODAY. I DO HAVE TO GET THE HOUSE READY BECAUSE ON THURSDAY SCOTT'S DAUGHTER LAURA AND HER BOYFRIEND JERRED ARE COMING TO VISIT FOR A FEW DAYS. LAST TIME WE GOT THEM A COTTAGE AT THE BED AND BREAKFAST, AND I THINK WE WILL DO THAT AGAIN FOR THEM. THEY ARE BOTH IN THEIR 20'S AND IT NICE FOR THEM TO BE ABLE TO HAVE SOME PRIVACY..PLUS THEY LIKE TO SLEEP A LOT AND WITH THEM BEING OVER THERE ( JUST 20 FEET FROM OUR FRONT DOOR) THEY CAN REST UP WITHOUT ANYTHING AROUND HERE WAKING THEM. I REALLY ENJOY TALKING AND HANGING OUT WITH BOTH OF THEM. THERE IS SOMETHING REFRESHING ABOUT HAVING THEM HERE. SHOULD BE A LOT OF FUN..

LITTLE BRITTANY AND JACKSON ARE STAYING AT THEIR FATHERS THIS SPRING BREAK. I AM REALLY NOT TOO HAPPY ABOUT IT. IN FACT MY EX HUSBAND CALLED THIS MORNING AND WOKE ME UP BECAUSE HE IS TRYING TO WORK HIS CROCK POT AND DON'T KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING. HE IS SUPPOSE TO BE TAKING THE KIDS OUT BOATING THIS WEEK IF IT WARMS UP. IT MAKES ME A LITTLE NERVOUS BUT HE SEEMS TO KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING ON THE WATER AND THE KIDS ALWAYS HAVE ON THEIR LIFE JACKETS. I AM HOPING THEY HAVE A GREAT SPRING BREAK AND DON'T DRIVE HIM TOO CRAZY!

WOW..MY MIND AND BODY STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT MONDAY IS HERE ALREADY. THE WEEKEND WAS LIKE A QUICK DREAM THAT ENDED TOO SOON. IT FEELS WEIRD BEING HERE ALONE TODAY. CANT REALLY EXPLAIN IT. MY CATS WERE GOING CRAZY AROUND HERE EARLY THIS MORNING WANTING BREAKFAST.I HAD TO THROW GIOVANNI OFF OF ME A FEW TIMES BEFORE FINALLY GETTING MYSELF UP TO FEED THEM BOTH. I USE TO ONLY FEED WET FOOD AT DINNER TIME AND LET THEM MUNCH ON DRY FOOD ALL DAY BUT GABBY HAS CHANGED UP THE SCHEDULE. I DON'T KNOW IF SHE IS PREGNANT OR NOT AT THIS POINT AND I'M SCARED OF HER NOT GETTING ENOUGH TO EAT. SO SHE STARTED GETTING BREAKFAST FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. THEN BIG BOY GIOVANNI WAS FEELING A LITTLE LEFT OUT AND HUNGRY SO NOW HE GETS BREAKFAST EVERY MORNING TOO. NOW THAT THEY BOTH HAVE ATE THEY ARE SLEEPING LIKE BABIES.

WELL DESPITE THE REPUBLICANS FEELINGS THE HEALTH CARE BILL WAS PASSED LAST NIGHT...KINDA MIXED ON MY FEELINGS ABOUT IT. I BELIEVE THAT WE SHOULD ALL HAVE HEALTH CARE. THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE I KNOW WHO HAVE NO HEALTH CARE. I FEEL THAT PREVENTATIVE CARE IS THE ANSWER TO MOST HEALTH RELATED PROBLEMS. I BELIEVE THAT PRESIDENT OBAMA IS TRYING HIS HARDEST TO MAKE THINGS BETTER FOR US. IT WAS A TREMENDOUS JOB FOR HIM AND OUR SYSTEM WAS SUPER MESSED UP BEFORE HE EVER STEPPED IN THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES. COULD YOU IMAGINE HAVING THAT JOB? WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS HOW DISRESPECTFUL PEOPLE CAN BE. PEOPLE ON BOTH SIDES WERE VERY HEATED ON THIS SUBJECT.. THEY WERE YELLING, CUSSING AND SPITTING ON ONE ANOTHER. REALLY...IS THAT NECESSARY??? IT SHOULD NEVER HAPPEN AND IT IS REALLY SAD THAT THIS IS HOW OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS ARE ACTING. IT WAS A 219 TO 212 VOTE..PRETTY CLOSE. AND THEY SAID IT COULDN'T BE DONE. SOME OF THE ELECTED PEOPLE THINK THAT MOST AMERICANS DIDN'T WANT IT PASSED YET I KNOW OF MANY AMERICANS WHO WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE HEALTH CARE. I KNOW THAT THIS BILL STATES THAT IF YOU DON'T HAVE HEATH CARE AND YOU DON'T OPT INTO TAKING IT YOU WILL BE FINED. A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T LIKE THAT. HOWEVER, THEY ALREADY DO THIS WITH CAR INSURANCE. ITS NOT TO SCREW THE PEOPLE, ITS TO MAKE US PREPARED FOR THE " JUST IN CASE" SITUATIONS IN LIFE. ANOTHER BIG ISSUE THAT THIS BILL HAD IN IT WAS FUNDING FOR ABORTION. IT WAS TAKEN OUT AND THEY STILL YELLED BABY KILLER AT OUR PRESIDENT LAST NIGHT. WHERE IS THE RESPECT? ITS SO SIMPLE.. THE REPUBLICAN PARTY DIDN'T WANT TO LOOSE AND THEY ARE LISTENING TO PEOPLE LIKE GLEN BECK AND LIMBAUGH..THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FREE SPEECH AND HATE SPEECH AND WHEN YOU ARE LISTENING TO PEOPLE WHO SPREAD HATE AND FEAR THEN YOU WILL GET PEOPLE CONFUSED AND ENRAGED MAKING DECISIONS NOT FOR WHATS BEST FOR ALL OF US AS A WHOLE BUT MORE FOR THEMSELVES. I AM HOPING THAT THIS BILL HELPS THE MILLIONS OF CHILDREN AND ADULTS WHO HAVE NO INSURANCE AT ALL AND WHO REALLY NEED THE HELP. AT WHAT POINT DO WE STOP WITH THE FIGHTING AND START SUPPORTING OUR PRESIDENT. I UNDERSTAND THAT WE MIGHT NOT ALL LIKE WHAT DECISIONS HE MAKES, BUT REMEMBER HE DID NOT PUT US IN THE SITUATION THAT OUR COUNTRY IS CURRENTLY FACING. HE IS THE BRAVE MAN THAT STEPPED IN TO TRY TO FIX IT. HE NEEDS ALL OF OUR SUPPORT IN THESE TRYING TIMES. ~ THAT'S JUST MY THOUGHTS ON THE CURRENT SITUATION!~AND I AM SURE IT WILL BRING SOME HOT DEBATES IN MY HOME IN THE COMING DAYS!~

I DON'T KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAKE TODAY MEANINGFUL. I LIKE EVERY DAY TO HAVE SOME TYPE OF MEANING OR LESSON TO IT. I FEEL LIKE OUR TIME ON THIS PLANET IS VERY LIMITED AND EACH DAY SHOULD BE A LESSON. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS TODAY. MAYBE ITS PATIENCE.........

I HAVE STILL NOT RECEIVED MY COMPUTER BACK FROM HP..THEY HAVE HAD IT FOR OVER A WEEK NOW AND EVERY TIME I CALL AND CHECK ON IT, I GET A DIFFERENT ANSWER. I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH ONE OF THE HP ATTORNEYS AND EVERY SINCE THEY HAVE RECEIVED MY COMPUTER SHE HAS NOT RETURNED MY CALLS OR REPLIED TO ANY OF MY EMAILS.. ITS STARTING TO PISS ME OFF. I HAVE ALREADY CALLED AND LEFT A MESSAGE THIS MORNING. IF SHE DOSENT CALL ME BACK I MIGHT START CALLING EVERY HR ON THE HR LEAVING A MESSAGE EACH TIME. MY LAPTOP IS NOT BEING FIXED BY NORMAL TECHNICIANS. IT WAS SENT TO THE ENGINEERS IN HUSTON, TX...THAT IS WHY NON OF THE HP CUSTOMER SERVICE TECHS CANT FIGURE OUT WHATS GOING ON WITH IT. I WOULD SIMPLY LIKE TO KNOW THAT THEY DID IN FACT RECEIVE IT AND WHAT STAGE IT IS AT WITH THE REPAIR. WHO KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE DOING. I HAVE BEEN PRETTY UNHAPPY WITH HP AND IF THIS PROBLEM IS NOT RESOLVED THEN IT WILL BE THE LAST HP PRODUCT I WILL EVER BY. I HAVE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND THAT MY NEXT LAPTOP IS GOING TO BE AN APPLE. I AM HOPING THE HP WILL LAST A WHILE BUT DEALING WITH THE CUSTOMER SERVICE SUCKS!!!!

I HAVE TRIED CALLING MY GRANDMOTHER AND THE PHONE JUST RINGS AND RINGS. IT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HOOKED UP UNTIL TOMORROW BUT MAYBE ITS WORKING NOW AND SHE IS JUST OUT AND ABOUT. I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO TALK TO HER.ITS LIKE A PIECE OF ME IS MISSING WHEN WE DON'T TALK. I HAVE TALKED TO HER EVERYDAY FOR MANY YRS NOW. SHE IS LIKE A BEST FRIEND TO ME. SHE REALLY HAS NEVER JUDGED ME AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE. I AM LUCKY THAT I STILL HAVE A GRANDPARENT LEFT. ALL THE REST OF MY GRANDPARENTS HAVE PASSED ON TO THE OTHER SIDE. SHE IS STILL STANDING STRONG AND I CANT WAIT TO HEAR HER VOICE TODAY OR TOMORROW. =)

ANYWAY, HOPE ALL OF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN A MEANINGFUL MONDAY. RIGHT NOW THE SUN JUST CAME OUT SO MAYBE IT WILL TURN OUT TO BE A BEAUTIFUL DAY. TRY TO FIND THE BEAUTY IN WHAT EVER YOU DAY HOLDS. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT THE WEEKEND WILL BE BACK AROUND!

K JAGGERS ♥