BRIGHT BEGINNINGS

Woke up this morning to the bright sun shinning through the windows. Its amazing how big of a difference sunshine makes us all feel. As I sit here with my coffee, I am already pumped about what the day holds. I hope those depressing days of winter don't come back for a long time! I got up and snapped the picture to the left. I love sunny days with big fluffy clouds. It just makes me feel good! =) Today is all about laundry and the kitchen. That damn laundry has no problem waiting for me! And the kitchen sure needs picked up. I am hoping to downsize some of my kitchen gadgets that take up room in the drawers and on the counters. I have so much cooking stuff. I love it all but I am thinking life might be a little easier with less stuff. I don't know if I am the point where I am going to throw any of it away, but I might store it up. We are just running out of room in this house. And really this is a big house. So instead of complaining and wanting to move, maybe I should take some action of my own to get things downsized. I plan on having a yard sale sometime in the coming months but its hard for me to sell a lot of it. I would rather keep everything but that makes clutter. A cluttered house ALWAYS leads to a cluttered mind. My cat ~ Giovanni ~ has been acting a little strange today. He jumped in the bed with me around 10am. I started to wake up and realized he was laying right beside of me. I reached out to pet and love on him and he flinched. I don't know what the hell was wrong with him. I never touch my cats or cooper ( or any animals for that matter ) in a harmful or mean way. It really shocked the hell out of me. I cant figure out why he was scared...I really bothers me. I don't want him being fearful. I mean, he is the great Giovanni and usually has better confidence that most people. He acts more like a dog than a cat. His personality really stands out. So when he flinches in fear it really bothers me. To top it off, he has been acting kinda sick.. I hear him swallow over and over. He seems to have a week stomach, which really must suck for him being he has the appetite of a tiger. I have to feed him pretty bland food to prevent him from getting sick. The evil looks I get from keeping his favorite treats from him are fierce. I am thinking about the next time he gets sick, trying to get it cleaned up and put in a zip lock and take it to the vet. That way they can figure out what he is throwing up. Sounds pretty nasty huh? No worries I wear gloves all the time when cleaning up after the cats! As I sit here and type I have CNN on and listening to the bullshit news of cheating men..You know who they are..( Tiger and Jessie James)....I cant believe they actually put this kind of shit on the news. They are saying Jessie James is in sex rehab..I know its a huge deal for their families but if I was a betting woman, I would say that the families involved would not want their business on CNN... And it really isn't news worthy to be on such a major news channel. You know what gets me?......For normal couples, if a man cheats he is just an asshole...but if a celebrity cheats he is a sex addict. I think it boils down someone who is more concerned with themselves rather than being concerned with their families. I hate to admit it but I have cheated a couple of times in my past. And yes I was only thinking about me...Not what it would do to the person who I was cheating on. It took me a while to understand the pain I caused. I don't believe once a cheater, always a cheater..Because I will NEVER cheat again. It just wont happen. I don't look for other people to make me feel better, instead I look inside my own soul for the feeling that is missing. One of the things I love about Scott is there has never been 1 issue in all the years of him cheating, of rumor's about him cheating or anything that would be inapporiate. He is a pretty monogamous guy. For the first couple of yrs I always use to check his phone, his email, followed him around and to my surprise I never found anything..It was actually pretty borning. Both Scott and I have made it real clear to each other that there are no second chances. NONE. Lets just hope this love affair we have with each other last a lifetime and we never have to worry about something tragic happening. Its going to be a long day for baby today. Its the end of the month close so he has a lot of work to do. Hopefully he will come home for lunch and I will get to see him. But it wouldn't surprise me if he has to work late tonight. He has to make sure all the deals are fully ready to be processed. So its a yuck day for him.. Well its already noon and I have lots to get started on. Plus I am wanting to get a walk in with Cooper later today. I have no idea what is for dinner tonight either. Some days I think being home is much more work that actually getting up and having a job outside the house! There is always tons of things that has to be done around here. Its exhausting. Later, I plan on posting a free sample blog...Hope to inspire you guys get out there and try things before buying them. So, talk to you soon! I hope all of you have a bright day! Take some time to get outside and enjoy this beautiful weather! K Jaggers ♥