{ SLEEP DEPRIVED }

 ITS BEEN SUCH A LONG DAY AROUND HERE.. I KNOW I SHOULD BE IN BED BUT I AM STILL UP AND I AM REALLY WORE OUT. I WILL BE HEADING TO BED IN MINUTES..I REALLY NEED TO SINK THE BED AND TRY TO GET A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP. ~ WITH GABBY OF COURSE ~..

A FEW FRIENDS ASKED ABOUT HER PREGNANCY...I TALKED TO THE VET ABOUT THAT AND THEY TOLD ME THAT ITS JUST TOO SOON TO TELL..THAT THERE ARE NO BLOOD TEST THAT WILL SHOW IT, WHICH I ALREADY KNEW..AND HE ALSO SAID THE X RAY WILL NOT HURT THE KITTENS IF SHE IS PREGNANT..NOT SO SURE ABOUT THAT..BUT HE IS THE DR..I AM NOT..SO I DONT KNOW IF SHE IS PREGNANT..I HOPE SHE IS AND I AM GOING TO LEAVE THE COUNTDOWN UP UNTIL I FIGURE OUT SHE IS NOT.. RIGHT NOW I AM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT HER HEALTH BUT I AM REALLY HOPING AND PRAYING THAT SHE WILL BE OK..

AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE PICTURE BELOW..SHE JUST BURYS HER LITTLE HEAD IN MY ARMS..                            

 

BREAKS MY HEART..

♥♥♥I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT WHEN I WAS DRIVING TO THE SECOND VET I WAS TALKING BRITTANY..I LOOKED DOWN AND SAW THE GAS ON E AND TOLD BRITTANY...~ MOMMY IS ABOUT TO RUN OUT OF GAS ~ SO I GOT TO GO...SHE SAID HOLD ON..I AM GOING TO PRAY FOR YOU..♥ SO I STAYED ON AND I COULD HEAR HER MUMBLING SOMETHING AND SHE THEN SAID THANK YOU GOD AND PICKED UP THE PHONE AND SAID ~ DID IT WORK MOMMY???? ~....I WAS ON A MAJOR HIGHWAY IN RAIN BUT I WAS ALREADY IN THE EMERGENCY LANE SO I TOLD HER YES IT WORKED...GOD GOT ME OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD SAFELY..AND HE BROUGHT SCOTT TO ME TO HELP.♥♥♥

I WANTED TO SHARE THAT STORY BECAUSE MY CHILDREN ARE BEING RAISED BY A MAN WHO TELLS THEM THERE IS NO GOD..AND BETWEEN MY MOM, MY GRANDPARENTS AND MYSELF THAT IS NOT THE CASE WITH HER. SHE MADE ME REALLY PROUD AND WHEN I TOLD MY MOM SHE WAS JUST AS PROUD.. THAT LITTLE GIRL IS WISE BEYOND HER YEARS. AND..SHE HAS BEEN JUST AS WORRIED ABOUT GABBY..SHE MUST HAVE CALLED 20 TIMES WHILE I WAS AT BOTH VETS..

MOMMY LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW BRITTANY BELLE..

WELL TOMORROW I HAVE A FEW LITTLE ERRANDS TO RUN BUT I SHOULD BE HOME MOST OF THE DAY TRYING TO GET THINGS CLEANED UP AROUND HERE..BEING I GOT HOME AROUND 7 I BARLEY GOT DINNER COOKED..BUT I GOT SOME PASTA MADE BUT DIDNT DO ANY OF THE DISHES. IF YOU KNOW ME, YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT IS RARE...BUT I JUST DIDNT HAVE IT IN ME TONIGHT..SO A DIRTY KITCHEN AWAITS..

WELL I AM HEADING TO BED..

TALK TO YOU GUYS TOMORROW..

K JAGGERS

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