SWEET DREAMS

HELLO FRIENDS. ITS STARTING TO GET LATE AND I AM JUST RELAXING THE NIGHT AWAY. WITH THE KIDS GONE I HAVE SO MUCH MORE TIME. ITS FEELS REALLY STRANGE. THE HOUSE IS REALLY CLEANED UP AND I DONT HAVE MUCH TO DO WITH THEM NOT BEING HERE. I HAVE REALLY BEEN BLESSED WITH A HUSBAND WHO HAS WORKED REALLY HARD SO I DONT HAVE TO WORK..I HAVE TO ADMIT TODAY FELT PRETTY GOOD JUST BEING ON MY SCHEDULE. I DIDNT DO ANYTHING I DIDNT WANT TO DO, AND I KEPT TO MY OWN SCHEDULE.

I AM SURE BUSY DAYS WILL COME BACK AROUND..BUT I AM GOING TO ENJOY THE CALMNESS FOR A FEW DAYS BEFORE I PUSH MYSELF IN ANY DIRECTION. I FEEL LIKE THINGS ARE GOING TO GET BUSY REAL FAST WHEN ITS TIME TO START PACKING. I FEEL KINDA LAZY THAT I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING YET BUT UNTIL I HAVE A HARD DATE I AM NOT PACKING ANYTHING! I STILL BELIEVE ITS REALLY GOING TO HAPPEN BUT I AM NOT IN ANY HURRY FOR THAT BIG MOVE! SCOTT KEEPS COMING UP WITH REASONS NOT TO PACK THIS OR THAT BUT HE IS PACKING EVERYTHING UP EVEN IF HE DOSENT WANT TO..FOR EXAMPLE...MY CHARCOAL GRILL IS ABOUT 2 YRS OLD..A LITTLE BEAT UP BUT THAT DAMN THING COOKS MY FOOD GREAT! I SEE NO REASON TO GET RID OF SOMETHING THAT I USE ALL THE TIME. HE TOLD ME YESTERDAY THAT I NEED TO STOP GETTING ATTACHED TO THINGS. RIGHT..I AM KINDA A PACK RAT BUT AS LONG AS IT WORKS, I KEEP IT! SO THAT GRILL IS GOING IF I HAVE TO LOAD IT IN THE TRUCK MYSELF!

TOMORROW I DONT HAVE MUCH I HAVE TO DO.. I PLAN ON WASHING SHEETS AND MAYBE GOING TO THE LI BARY FOR A WHILE. SCOTT WORKS TILL 8 AND I HAVE MANY HRS TO KILL BY MYSELF. TONIGHT HE HAD FOOTBALL AND I DECIDED TO GO OUT AND TO MY SURPRISE MY SUV WOULDNT START. I WAS LOW ON GAS AND HAD IT PARKED AT A ANGLE AND IT WOULDNT START..I CALLED SCOTT ALL UPSET AND HE TOLD ME TO COAST TO THE PART OF THE DRIVE WAY THAT WAS FLAT AND IT WOULD START..WELL..HE WAS RIGHT!! I GUESS THAT TAUGHT ME!! I WENT RIGHT TO THE GAS STATION AND FILLED UP!! I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS..BECAUSE IT SHOWED 22 MILES TO EMPTY AND ALL THE BATTERY WASNT DEAD SO NATURALLY I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE..IF A CAR LEAVES ME STRANDED THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE I WOULD NEVER DRIVE IT AGAIN. I JUST DONT DEAL WELL WITH THAT AND BEING SCOTT IS DEEP IN THE CAR BUSINESS HE CAN MAKE SURE WHAT EVER I DRIVE RUNS RIGHT! I WOULD HAVE PARKED IT AND NEVER DROVE IT AGAIN. IT SCARES ME TO JUST BE STRANDED SOMEWHERE. BUT I AM GLAD THIS TIME IT WAS MY FAULT AND NOT THE CAR!

WHILE I WAS OUT TODAY I GOT LOTS DONE ON THE COMPUTER. I COOKED A GREAT DINNER AND I HAVE A POST COMING UP TOMORROW FOR THAT, PLUS I GOT LOTS OF OTHER PICTURES UPLOADED AND I WILL BE ALSO GETTING THOSE POSTED IN THE COMING DAYS..I DONT THINK PEOPLE REALLY UNDERSTAND HOW LONG IT TAKES TO GET THESE POST UP. WHEN YOU ARE UPLOADING A LOT OF PICTURES IT TAKES A LOT OF TIME! ALSO..I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO START BACK UP THE POST ON CURRENT AFFAIRS. SO I WILL MOST LIKELY BE POSTING MORE ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS GOING ON AROUND OUR COUNTRY AND EVEN MAYBE OTHER COUNTRIES THAT I WANT TO VOICE MY OPINION ON..SO BE LOOKING FOR SOME OF THOSE POST COMING IN THE FUTURE TOO.I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL WHEN I AM TALKING ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS AND BE SURE TO POST THAT IT IS MY OPINION OTHER WISE I COULD GET INTO LEGAL TROUBLE IF THE WRONG PERSON READS SOMETHING THEY DONT LIKE. BUT I HAVE NEVER KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT OUT OF FEAR AND I DONT PLAN TO START NOW!

I HAD A QUESTION TODAY ABOUT THE CATS..THEY ASKED WHAT IS THE STATUS OF THEM HAVING KITTENS..WELL..I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH THEM. I AM NOT EXPERIENCED AT BREEDING CATS. THIS IS MY FIRST TIME TRYING TO BREED THEM..I DO HAVE A BUSINESS LICNESS AND LOTS OF FRIENDS IN THE BUSINESS WHO HAS MENTORED ME BUT I CANT GET MY MALE TO PROPERLY MOUNT MY FEMALE. I MEAN, HE TRIES BUT SHE WONT MOVE HER TAIL AND SO FAR WE HAVE NO KITTENS! BUT I WAS TOLD THAT SHE IS STILL PRETTY YOUNG..SHE IS JUST A YR OLD AND SHE MIGHT JUST NOT BE READY..AND WHEN SHE IS SHE WILL FOR SURE MOVE HER TAIL FOR HIM! LOL..WE REALLY WANT A BUNCH OF KITTENS RUNNING AROUND HERE! ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME, KNOWS I WOULD HAVE TO KEEP ONE OR TWO! BUT I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED ON HOW THEY ARE DOING! WHO KNOWS WHEN IT WILL HAPPEN. I SOMETIMES THINK SHE IS PREGNANT BUT THEN TIME GOES BY AND NOTHING! SO I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO WAIT TILL LOVE BLOOMS!

SO TODAY WAS BRITTANY AND JACKSON'S 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL!!

I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THEM BOTH!! IT KILLED ME NOT BEING THERE! BUT WE TALKED BEFORE AND WHEN THEY GOT HOME AND ONCE AGAIN BEFORE THEY WENT TO BED!! THEY BOTH HAD A REALLY GOOD DAY! BRITTANY CHANGED HER OUTFIT A TON OF TIMES BEFORE FINALLY PICKING ONE! THE OUTFIT SHE DID PICK OUT WAS PRETTY CUTE! MOM GOT HER A LOT OF HER SCHOOL CLOTHES AND SHE IS LOVING THE LITTLE FASHION SHOW SHE IS PUTTING ON EACH DAY! SHE TOLD ME WHAT SHE IS WEARING TOMORROW AND SHE HAS HER JEWELRY ALL PICKED OUT, ALONG WITH HER HAIR ACCESSORIES AND ALSO HER SHOES! SHE IS SOMETHING ELSE! SHE IS SUCH A GOOD GIRL! JACKSON HAD A GOOD DAY TOO! HE DIDNT TALK ABOUT IT MUCH BUT HE DID SAY HIS TEACHER WAS NICE AND THAT HE HAD A GOOD DAY AND DONT MIND GOING BACK TOMORROW! SO THATS PRETTY GOOD FOR HIM! TOMORROW I HAVE TO CALL THE SCHOOL AND GIVE MY EMAIL AND PHONE NUMBER TO THEIR NEW TEACHERS. I WAS GOING TO DO IT TODAY BUT I FIGURED IT WOULD BE A BUSY DAY FOR ALL THE TEACHERS SO I WILL FOR SURE DO IT TOMORROW. ITS NICE THAT THEY SUPPORT ME KEEPING IN CONTACT WITH THEM THROUGH EMAIL AND SKYPE. THEY ARE REALLY KIND FOR THAT..BESIDES THE KIDS AND MY EX HUSBAND ITS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THEM IN SCHOOL. THEY SEND ME ALL THEIR REPORT CARDS AND LAST YR BOTH TEACHERS CALLED ME ONCE A WEEK IN ADDITION TO THEIR EMAILS. I SURE MISS THE KIDS. MY EX PROMISED TO TAKE LOTS OF PICTURES AND EMAIL THEM TO ME. SO I AM GOING TO HOLD HIM TO IT! I AM HOPING TO BUY BRITTANY HER OWN COMPUTER FOR CHRISTMAS..THAT WOULD MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR US. MY EX DOSENT LIKE HER ON HIS COMPUTER WITHOUT HIM BEING THERE. SO WE WILL JUST HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT. BUT I NEED THE COMPUTER FIRST. I NEED TO SET ALL THE PARENTAL CONTROLS BEFORE EVER GIVING IT TO HER. SAFETY FIRST!

SHE LEFT A DIAMOND RING HERE THAT MY MOM GAVE HER FROM HER VISIT IN TEXAS. I AM NEED TO MAIL IT TO HER BUT I HAVE BEEN WEARING IT ON MY PINKY FINGER. EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT I THINK OF BOTH HER AND MY MOM. I HAVE BOUGHT HER TONS OF JEWELRY AND SHE HAS LOST A LOT OF IT. SO I HAVE LEARNED TO WAIT TO GET HER REALLY NICE JEWELRY UNTIL SHE IS A LITTLE OLDER. I CANT BELIEVE MOM GAVE HER A DIAMOND RING!! SHE HAS TO BE CRAZY!! SHE TOLD ME TO HANG ON TO IT FOR AS LONG AS I COULD SO BRITTANY WOULDNT LOOSE IT..THE PROBLEM IS BRITTANY IS ON ME TO SEND IT! WHO KNOWS HOW LONG I CAN HOLD HER OFF!

WELL I AM OFF TO TRY TO WATCH SOME TV AND GET SOME REST. I WILL BE SLEEPING IN TOMORROW AND LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT!

HAVE A GREAT NIGHT!

K JAGGERS

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