HELLO FRIENDS. ANOTHER DAY IS AROUND. I WISH I COULD STOP THE CLOCK FROM THIS WEEK MOVING ON. THE KIDS LEAVE ON SUNDAY MORNING SO I REALLY ONLY HAVE 4 DAYS LEFT WITH THEM. ITS SEEMS TO BE THE LAST THING I THINK ABOUT BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP AND THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT WHEN I WAKE UP. ITS HAUNTING ME. BUT INSTEAD OF WORRYING ABOUT THE DAYS PASSING BY FAST, I AM GOING TO TRY TO STAY HAPPY ~ ATLEAST IN FRONT OF THE KIDS~ AND TRY TO MAKE SOME GREAT MEMORIES TODAY, AND FOR THE REMAINING DAYS.
RIGHT NOW THE KIDS ARE GETTING CLEANED UP SO WE CAN RUN OUR ERRANDS AND THEN COME HOME, HAVE A PICNIC, BATH THE ANIMALS AND COOK DINNER WITH THE KIDS. I WANT TO DO AS MUCH WITH THEM AS POSSIBLE IN THESE NEXT FEW DAYS. SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME. THE MORE I TRY TO PUT IT OUT OF MY HEAD ABOUT THEM LEAVING, THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT. ITS HARD EVEN NOW TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS. WHY THEY HAVE TO GO BACK IS BEYOND ME. BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS AND I WILL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. FOR NOW..
SO I AM HOPING THE SUN SETS A LITTLE LATER THESE COMING DAYS...AND I AM THANKFUL FOR SUCH GREAT KIDS. THEY ARE TRUELY THE BEST THINGS I EVER DID. THEY MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON. I AM A REALLY BLESSED PERSON. THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN IS TO KINDA IMAGINE THEY ARE HEADING OFF TO A BOARDING SCHOOL AND I KNOW ITS ONLY GOING TO BE A SHORT TIME BEFORE I SEE THEM AGAIN.
WELL I AM OFF TO TAKE A TON OF PICTURES AND MAKE A TON OF MEMORIES.
HOPE YOU HOLD YOUR LOVED ONES IN YOUR ARMS TODAY AND EVERY DAY TO REMIND THEM HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU.
HAVE A GREAT TUESDAY!
K JAGGERS
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