GOODNIGHT ALL

Saturday, August 7, 2010

HELLO FRIENDS..WE ARE JUST ABOUT TO CALL IT A NIGHT AROUND HERE. WELL I AM ABOUT TO CALL IT A NIGHT! THE KIDS HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR A LITTLE WHILE NOW. I GOT LOTS DONE TONIGHT..MORE THAN EXPECTED..ALL LAUNDRY IS CAUGHT UP AND THE KIDS ARE MAINLY PACKED UP..THINGS ARE READY TO GO TO THE WATER PARK TOMORROW. EARLIER TODAY I COULDNT IMAGINE ACTUALLY BEING THIS CAUGHT UP BUT I AM.

SCOTT GOT HOME AND THOUGHT I WAS A LITTLE GRUMPY..REALLY I WAS SAD. I COULDNT REALLY TALK ABOUT IT OR I WOULD HAVE BEEN IN TEARS. I DIDNT WANT THAT IN FRONT OF THE KIDS BUT THINKING THAT WE ARE ON OUR LAST DAYS TOGETHER JUST BREAKS MY HEART. I TRYED TO STAY QUITE INSTEAD OF GETTING UPSET. I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO SCOTT ABOUT WHAT I WAS FEELING SO HE WOULDNT HAVE TOOK IT PERSONAL TOWARDS HIMSELF. BUT HE WAS NOT REALLY UPSET..HE JUST THOUGHT I WAS MORE UPSET. IT WAS SWEET HE TURNED ON SOME MUSIC AND STARTED SLOW DANCING WITH ME IN THE KITCHEN AFTER DINNER. THE KIDS ACTUALLY GRABBED MY CAMERA AND STARTED TAKING PICTURES. IT WAS REALLY SWEET OF HIM AND CUTE OF THEM!

TOMORROW IS OUR LAST FULL DAY TOGETHER. WE ARE SPENDING IT AT COCO KEY AND I THINK IT IS GOOD THAT WE ARE THERE. IT WILL KEEP OUR MINDS OFF THE REALITY OF WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN ON SUNDAY. I TOLD MY EX HUSBAND WE ARE NOT GOING TO BE THERE AT 10 AS WE HAD PLANNED BUT I WOULD TRY TO BE THERE BY NOON. I AM TRYING TO ADD MORE TIME TO US BEING TOGETHER. ITS ONLY A 2 HR DIFFERENCE BUT EACH SECOND MATTERS. SO I AM GOING TO BE RUNNING LATE ON SUNDAY..ON PURPOSE..

SO FAR THESE PAST FEW DAYS BRITTANY HAS DONE REALLY WELL. SHE HAS ONLY CRIED ONCE AND SO FAR SHE SEEMS TO BE DOING BETTER THAN EXPECTED. SHE KNOWS THIS IS HOW SUMMER ENDS..WITH GOING HOME AND BACK TO SCHOOL. I AM NOT GOING TO MESS WITH MOVING HER WITH ME UNTIL SHE IS OUT OF ELEMENTARY SCHOOL BUT ONCE SHE IS DONE WITH THAT SCHOOL WE ARE MAKING SOME CHANGES..WITHOUT A DOUBT!!

I GOT SOME COMMENT TODAY WONDERING ABOUT THE BEAUTY AND KABBALAH BLOGS. I LOVE THAT PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED IN KNOWING MORE ABOUT KABBALAH..I HAVENT POSTED MUCH ABOUT IT LATELY BECAUSE OF THE KIDS BEING HERE BUT ONCE THEY ARE GONE I WILL TRY TO GET MORE OF THOSE POST UP. THE BEAUTY POST WILL BE COMING TOO. THERE IS A TON OF THINGS I WOULD LOVE TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL BUT TIME HAS BEEN LIMITED..I WILL TRY TO GET MORE UP IN THE COMING DAYS AND WEEKS..YET I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I WILL BE ABLE TO DO BECAUSE I THINK WE ARE MOVING PRETTY SOON. I REALLY CANT BELIEVE IT BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT EVEN BEEN IN THIS HOUSE 2 MONTHS BUT WE ARE PRETTY SURE ITS THE BEST THING FOR US. SCOTT WAS PRETTY NERVOUS TONIGHT WONDERING IF HE IS MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION OR NOT. I CAN ONLY SAY THAT RIGHT OR WRONG I AM BESIDE HIM. HIS LIFE WORK IS MY WORK AND MY LIFE WORK IS HIS WORK AND TOGETHER WE WILL FIGURE THINGS OUT.

WELL I AM OFF TO GET THE REST OF THE THINGS I NEED TO DO DONE SO I CAN GET SOME SLEEP..A FUN DAY AWAITS!

SWEET DREAMS

K JAGGERS


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