HELLO FRIENDS..ITS SUPER LATE ~ 330 AM AND I AM STILL GOING STRONG..BUT BEFORE LONG I AM GOING TO BE TAKING SOME MEDICINE AND GETTING MY BUTT TO BED. THIS IS WHY I SLEEP TILL LATE IN THE AFTERNOON. SOONER OR LATER I GOT TO GET THIS TAKEN CARE OF..I SHOULD JUST STAY UP ALL NIGHT AND ALL DAY TOMORROW AND THEN IT WILL BE FIXED. BUT THAT IS NOT SO FUN! COME 9AM I WILL FEEL HORRIBLE..SO I WILL JUST SLEEP IN AND FIGURE IT OUT LATER!
I PUT A POST EARLIER RE MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL..I DELETED IT..I THOUGHT ABOUT IT A LITTLE MORE AND DECIDED INSTEAD OF JUST BEAUTY POST, I THINK IT SHOULD BE A EXTENSION OF THIS BLOG..SO I CHANGED IT TO A FAMILY CHANNEL AND I WILL BE POSTING ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT VIDEOS. NOT JUST MAKE UP..HOPEFULLY I WILL HAVE IT ALL FIXED UP TOMORROW SOMETIME AND I WILL PUT A NEW POST LINKING YOU TO THE YOUTUBE CHANNEL. SORRY ABOUT THE CONFUSION. I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD WANT TO POST MORE THAN MAKE UP VIDEOS. SO I SWITCHED IT UP..
TODAY WENT PRETTY WELL. I SLEPT LATE, PLAYED AT THE COFFEE SHOP AND THEN CAME HOME AND GOT A LOT DONE AROUND THE HOUSE. I JUST FINISHED THINGS UP A FEW MINUTES AGO. EVEN THOUGH ITS LATE, LAUNDRY IS CAUGHT UP AND THE HOUSE IS CLEAN SO ITS OK. TOMORROW I THINK I AM STAYING HOME INSTEAD OF RUNNING AROUND TOWN AND HANGING AROUND THE COFFEE SHOP. THERE ARE A FEW MORE THINGS I WANT TO GET DONE AROUND HERE AND TOMORROW IS A NORMAL DAY AND SCOTT WILL BE HOME AROUND 6 SO ITS A GOOD DAY TO STAY HOME.
THEN WEDNESDAY I HAVE A TON OF SHOPPING TO DO. IT KINDA SUCKS BECAUSE PAY DAY IS ALWAYS ON GOVERNMENT DAY AND THE STORE IS ALWAYS FILLED UP. BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS SO I JUST HAVE TO DO IT. SO TOMORROW I HAVE TO WORK ON SHOPPING LIST TOO. NOT MUCH FUN..BUT ANOTHER THING TO STAY HOME AND DO.
I DIDNT POST A WHATS ON THE MENU FOR TONIGHT..WE HAD AN OLD FAVORITE..THE CHICKEN WITH CHEESE AND TOMATOES. YOU GUYS ALREADY HAVE SEEN THAT DINNER SO NO SENSE IN POSTING IT YET AGAIN. TOMORROW I THINK WE ARE HAVING MEAT LOAF. I MIGHT POST IF FOR SOME OF YOU WHO MIGHT WANT TO KNOW HOW I MAKE MINE. I DONT THINK ITS ANYTHING SPECIAL BUT ITS GOOD!
TODAY WAS KINDA HARD. I FOUND MYSELF IN THE COFFEE SHOP LOOKING OUT THE WINDOWS AND MISSING MY GRANDFATHER SO MUCH IT ALMOST MADE ME SICK. I HATE BEING LEFT HERE WITHOUT MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY CHILDREN. IF IT WASN'T FOR THEM THERE ARE DAYS THAT I WOULD REALLY WANT TO GO ON TO THE OTHER SIDE. I TOLD MY FRIEND THIS LATE LAST NIGHT AND SHE ABOUT KILLED ME.I WAS FEELING SAD THEN TOO. AND IT JUST CARRIED ON TO TODAY.. IF MY MOTHER READS THIS SHE WILL WANT TO KICK MY BUTT TOO. BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS I REALLY MISS SOME OF MY FAMILY WHO IS NO LONGER WITH US. THE PAIN IS SO REAL. AND THERE IS NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO TO MAKE IT GO AWAY. ITS SO SAD. ITS JUST THE WAY LIFE WORKS. I GUESS I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN. I JUST HAVE TO WAIT..ANYONE WHO HAS LOST SOMEONE THEY LOVE KNOW HOW REAL THE PAIN IS. BUT AS I WAS SITTING THERE FEELING REALLY SAD MY LITTLE JACKSON CALLED. IT PUT A SMILE ON MY SAD FACE AND I REALIZED THAT THE KIDS ARE THE REASON FOR MY LIFE. I CANT EVER LOOSE SIGHT OF THAT.
WELL ITS 343 AM AND I JUST YAWNED FOR THE FIRST TIME. SO I BETTER GO WITH THAT AND GET MY BUTT TO BED..
HAVE A GREAT TUESDAY FRIENDS..
K JAGGERS
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