WOW...WHAT A NIGHT...ITS BEEN HARD ALL EVENING. NOTHING WITH THE KIDS...OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS ARE TO BLAME FOR THIS ONE..
I AM NOT GOING TO PUT THEIR NAME ON HERE. EVEN THOUGH I FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYWAY. THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. I GOT A PHONE CALL AND FIGURED OUT I WAS LIED TO BY SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME. I KNOW THATS NOTHING TOO SHOCKING..JUST A LIE RIGHT? WRONG...I DONT APPRECIATE BEING MADE A FOOL OVER SOMETHING THAT MEANS NOTHING. IT JUST CAUSED PROBLEMS WHERE THINGS WERE SAID THAT CANT BE TAKEN BACK. ITS LIKE, I WILL LIE TO YOU AND EXPECT YOU TO JUST IGNORE IT AND GET OVER IT. THATS NOT HAPPENING SO FAST. I AM FAR FROM OVER IT. TO TOP OFF THE NIGHT, SCOTT WAS IN PAIN ALL NIGHT FROM HIS ARM, YET WOULDNT GO TO THE HOSPITAL. INSTEAD HE WAS GRUMPY AND WENT TO BED EARLY.
I AM JUST NOT HAVING A GOOD NIGHT. BUT TOMORROW WILL BE DIFFERENT.... FOR SURE..I AM NOT GOING TO STAND FOR ANYONE TO LIE TO ME. THEY SAY THEY DIDNT LIE ABOUT ANYTHING. MAYBE NOT..MAYBE I AM WRONG..BUT THE FACTS SHOWED THEY HAD LIED. PERIOD. ITS MORE THAN JUST THE LIE TOO. ITS THE ACT THAT I SUSPECTED THEY WERE TRYING TO DO. I DONT KNOW..I GUESS WE WILL SEE HOW THEY ARE TOMORROW. IT MIGHT NOT BE ANY BETTER. I JUST AM STRONG ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ISSUES LIKE THIS AT MY AGE. I THINK I HAVE GOTTEN STRONGER AND WISER AS I HAVE GROWN OLDER AND MAYBE NOT EVERYONE DOES. MAYBE SOME PEOPLE DONT EVER GROW UP. IF THATS THE CASE HERE, THEN THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO BE SAID.
I AM GOING TO HEAD TO BED AND TRY TO GET A BETTER DAY TOMORROW. I HAVE LOTS TO DO AND THIS IS THE LAST THING I WANT TO BE THINKING ABOUT. I AM SURE THEY WILL TRY TO FLIP IT ALL AROUND ON ME BUT THAT WONT WORK. I STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE AND I STAND BEHIND WHAT I FEEL.
TO THEM....IF I WAS WRONG ABOUT THE LIE...I AM SORRY...I FELT LIKE YOU HAD A AGENDA THAT WAS DAMAGING TO YOU AND TO YOUR FAMILY AND I FELT LIKE ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH. I HOPE WE CAN MOVE ON PAST THIS. I KNOW LOTS OF THINGS WERE SAID BUT YOU ARE MY FAMILY AND I DO LOVE YOU. NO MATTER HOW MAD I GET.
K JAGGERS
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