A BETTER DAY...

THIS MONDAY HAS STARTED A LITTLE ROUGH BUT I AM DETERMINED TO MAKE IT A GOOD DAY...OR AT LEAST A BETTER DAY...

I WAS MAD AT ALL 3 OF THEM LAST NIGHT. SCOTT AND I WASN'T TALKING, I WAS DISAPPOINTED IN BRITTANY AND MAD AT JACKSON...I WAS MORE HAPPY LAST NIGHT TO GET TO SLEEP THAN I HAVE IN A LONG TIME. JACKSON WOKE ME WITH AN APOLOGY AND SCOTT LEFT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING..JUST A COLD KISS BEFORE HE HEADED OUT THE DOOR. IT WAS NOT AS I HOPED WITH SCOTT. AND REALLY I WAS STILL PRETTY MAD AT HIM. I THOUGHT HE WAS WAY TOO SENSITIVE LAST NIGHT AND LOST HIS TEMPER. HES THE ADULT....I FEEL HE SHOULD HAVE HELD IT TOGETHER BETTER.

JACKSON LAST NIGHT FLIPPED OUT WITH ME TURNING OFF THE TV AT MIDNIGHT AND STARTED CRYING AND WHEN I TRIED TO TICKLE HIM OUT OF IT, HE SCRATCHED ME AND HIT ME..WELL THAT GOT HIS BUTT WHIPPED. I REALLY WANTED TO TOSS THE TV OUT OF THE WINDOW.  I COULDN'T BELIEVE HE WAS CRYING OVER A TV..AMAZING..I TOLD HIM WE MIGHT JUST HAVE TO GO WITHOUT TVS FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK..JUST TO SHOW HIM THAT HE CAN LIVE WITHOUT IT. I MIGHT BE HARD ON ME BUT IT WOULD BE SO WORTH IT PROVING TO HIM THAT THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN TV AND VIDEO GAMES.

TODAY, I NEED TO START PACKING THE KITCHEN UP...WE MOVE IN 5 DAYS. ITS GETTING DOWN TO THE WIRE. I ALSO HAVE 2 VERY DIRTY CATS TAT NEED TO BE CLEANED UP TOO. SO THAT IS MY PLANS...ALSO MAYBE WITH A PICNIC OUTSIDE IN A BIT..WE EAT OUT ON A BLANKET IN THE GRASS A LOT IN THE SUMMER. THE KIDS LOVE IT AND I LIKE IT TOO. THE ONLY THING IS ITS BEEN KINDA COOL THE LAST FEW DAYS AND ITS ONLY GOING TO BE IN THE LOW 70'S TILL THURSDAY...PLUS I NEED TO WORK ON LAUNDRY..SO IT LOOKS LIKE THE DAY IS GOING TO BE PRETTY BUSY...

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY!

K JAGGERS

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BTW...THANKS BABY FOR TAKING TIME TO COME HOME AND TALK TO THE KIDS AND MYSELF. I LOVE YOU..SORRY WE HAD A HARD NIGHT...HAVE A GOOD DAY...