WET SPRING DAYS

ITS NOT SO PRETTY OF A DAY AROUND HERE. ITS BACK TO BEING GLOOMY AND COOL. I AM REALLY HOPING THE WEATHER GETS BETTER FOR US. I AM READY FOR THE HOT DAYS OF SUMMER INSTEAD OF SIMILAR WEATHER TO FALL THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING.

TODAY HAS BEEN KINDA UNPRODUCTIVE SO FAR. I FELL ASLEEP REALLY LATE AND I SLEPT LATER THAN EXPECTED TODAY. ITS ALL GOOD BEING I AM STAYING IN AND PACKING THINGS UP TODAY. NO FUN THERE! LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I AM STARTING WITH TAKING EVERYTHING OFF THE WALLS. THEN MOVING ON FROM THERE.

I FELL ASLEEP ON THE COUCH LAST NIGHT AND WHEN SCOTT GOT UP FOR WORK AND GOT IN THE SHOWER I HEADED UP TO THE BED. THEN BEFORE HE WAS READY TO WALK OUT THE DOOR HE CAME TO KISS ME GOODBYE AS HE ALWAYS DOES..HE SMELLED AND LOOKED SO GOOD TODAY. EVERY DAY HE LOOKS GOOD. BUT TODAY HE STOOD OUT TO ME.. MAYBE IT WAS THAT YELLOW AND BLUE TIE THAT HE WAS WEARING.. I BUY MOST OF THIS CLOTHES AND I LOVE SEEING THE THINGS I PICK OUT ON HIM!! HE ALWAYS DRESSES SUPER NICE WITH DRESS SHIRTS AND TIES, ALWAYS OUT SHINNING MY HIPPIE BUTT..I PREFER LOOSE COMFY CLOTHES AND BEING I AM HOME EVERYDAY I DON'T DRESS UP AS HE DOES. I AM ALWAYS AMAZED AT HOW ATTRACTIVE I STILL FIND HIM.. IS IT REALLY POSSIBLE THAT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS TOGETHER THAT I STILL KNOCKED OVER AT HOW ATTRACTED TO HIM I AM. LET ME TELL YOU...

THAT'S A PRETTY GOOD KIND OF WONDERFUL..

I HAVE NEVER BEEN WITH A MAN THAT AFTER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME THAT I HAVE NOT GROWN BORED OR UN ATTRACTED TO AND HERE IS THIS BEAUTIFUL MAN STANDING BEFORE AND HE HAS STOOD BESIDE ME FOR MANY YEARS. I COULDN'T BE MORE LUCKY. IT FREAKING AMAZING. I KNOW I AM ALWAYS ON HERE RANTING ABOUT HIM..I GUESS ITS BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW THAT LOVE WOULD REALLY BE LIKE THIS. SURE..I HAVE ISSUES IN MANY PARTS OF MY LIFE..JUST NOT MY RELATIONSHIP. I WOULD HOPE HE FEELS THE SAME.. I THINK HE DOES BECAUSE I CAN FEEL THE LOVE FROM HIM. I CAN REALLY FEEL IT. ALL THESE THOUGHTS FROM HIM JUST SITTING ON THE BED BESIDE OF ME THIS MORNING. IT MELTS MY HEART..

OHHH.. I HAD A COMMENT A WHILE BACK THAT I WANTED TO MENTION...WHY DO I TYPE IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE THE ONLINE WORLD THINKS I AM SHOUTING..

OPPS..

I DO IT, NOT TO APPEAR AS I AM SCREAMING BUT BECAUSE ITS EASIER. WHEN YOU DO A LOT OF WRITING LIKE ME, AND YOU TYPE FAST...ITS JUST EASIER...SORRY IF PEOPLE THINK I AM SHOUTING!! I AM NOT...I DON'T LIKE TO SHOUT OR RAISE MY VOICE..BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I CANT DO IT ANYWAY..ITS TAKES A LOT OF MY VOICE TO BE ABLE TO RAISE IT HIGH ENOUGH TO SHOUT. ITS ONLY BECAUSE ITS FASTER AND EASIER..I DON'T PLAN ON STOPPING..IT WORKS FOR ME!

GOT TO GET MOVING..I GUESS I WILL PACK A FEW BOXES AND THEN TAKE A BREAK..AND JUST CONTINUE THAT ROUTINE FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS...

TALK TO YOU SOON!

K JAGGERS

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