A NIGHT OF HELL..

WHAT A NIGHT

I SLEPT TERRIBLE LAST NIGHT. I TOSSED AND TURNED, DREAMED WEIRD DREAMS, AND WOKE UP NUMEROUS TIMES. I CANT EVEN BELIEVE I AM UP BLOGGING THIS EARLY. NO DOUBT...COFFEE SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

I WAS UP ROAMING THE HOUSE AROUND 5AM..SCOTT WAS STILL SOUND ASLEEP. I WOKE UP THAT TIME THIRSTY AND HOT. AFTER GETTING A COLD DRINK, I HEADED BACK TO BED ONLY TO DOZE OFF ONCE AGAIN UNTIL I HEARD SCOTT GETTING READY FOR WORK. I STAYED IN BED MOST OF THAT TIME TRYING TO FALL BACK TO SLEEP..I ACTUALLY THINK I DID DOZE OFF FOR A BIT BUT WHEN HE LEFT I WAS BACK UP. AND STILL UP.. TO TOP IT OFF MY MUSCLES ARE SORE AS HELL. WHAT A START TO THE DAY..

I HAVE EVEN ALREADY CALLED MY GRAND MOTHER TO CHECK ON HER AND SHE WAS SUPRISED AS HELL THAT I WAS UP. SHE SAID..~ ITS NOT A MIRACLE THAT YOU ARE UP, IT WILL BE A MIRACLE IF YOU STAY UP!~ WOW..THANKS GRANDMA FOR THAT HOPE! SHE IS CUTE AS CAN BE. SHE SEEMS TO BE DOING OK IN HER NEW APARTMENT. I WORRY A LOT ABOUT HER. BESIDES SCOTT, SHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. I HAVE TALKED TO HER NUMEROUS TIMES DAILY FOR SO MANY YEARS. SHE WORRIES ME BEING ALONE AT THIS STAGE IN HER LIFE. SHE HAS BEEN HAVING ISSUES WITH STUMBLING AND FALLING..I KEEP TELLING HER TO USE A 3 PRONG CANE OR A WALKER THAT I GOT HER, BUT SHE WONT. I WARN HER THAT IF SHE FALLS AND BREAKS A HIP OR SOMETHING SHE WILL FOR SURE BE OUT OF THE GAME THEN. SHE WILL BE LAID UP IN A HOSPITAL OR REHAB SOME WHERE AND SHE ALWAYS RESPONDS WITH A LITTLE LAUGH SAYING SHE IS SHORT SO SHE DOSENT HAVE LONG TO FALL! WHAT?? WHAT A LITTLE SHIT! I MISS NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE HER. BUT AS LONG AS I CAN HEAR HER VOICE I AM OK.

WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HAVE A LOT OF RAIN TODAY.. ITS CALM OUTSIDE RIGHT NOW BUT AROUND 1 PM THE RAIN IS SUPPOSE TO BE HERE AND BY 4 PM WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HAVE REALLY HEAVY THUNDERSTORMS. I LOVE THE RAIN. ALWAYS HAVE. BUT...IS IT EVER GOING TO DRY UP AROUND HERE? AND LITTLE GABBY WILL BE RUNNING THROUGH THE HOUSE AND HIDING IF IT STARTS TO THUNDER. I HOPE WITH ALL THIS RAIN AND THUNDER SHE STARTS TO COME OUT OF HER SHELL A LITTLE AND LEARNS THAT SHE IS SAFE IN THE HOUSE. AS I AM HAVE BEEN TYPING THIS BLOG, I HAVE THROWN GIOVANNI OFF ME 4 OR 5 TIMES..HE ALWAYS WANTS TO LAY ON SOMEONE.. ITS USUALLY ALWAYS ME...I LOVE THAT HE LIKES TO CUDDLE BUT SOMETIMES IT REALLY GETS IN THE WAY! HE FINALLY SETTLED DOWN  RIGHT BESIDE ME.. IF I PET HIM RIGHT NOW, HE WOULD BE RIGHT BACK UP ON ME..SO I BEST LEAVE HIM ALONE! ITS FUNNY BECAUSE IN THE NIGHT, HE GOES FROM LAYING ON ME TO LAYING ON SCOTT AND BACK AND FORTH, BACK AND FORTH. IT DRIVES US CRAZY SOMETIMES. AND IT SURE EFFECTS OUR SLEEP!

WELL HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT THURSDAY. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE DAY HOLDS FOR ME. WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE! MAYBE I WILL GET LUCKY AND WILL BE ALBE TO DRIFT OFF BACK TO SLEEP FOR A BIT!

TALK TO YOU SOON.

K JAGGERS

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